之所以为人。

大家都說做人好累，我也這麼覺得。 要戴上假髮、戴上面具、戴上眼鏡、戴上笑容。 穿上內衣、穿上外衣、再穿上外套， 穿上內褲、穿上外褲、再系上皮帶， 穿上襪子、穿上鞋子、再綁上鞋帶， 天天都得如此，直到上天堂。

常常不明白为什么每天要这样的生活着，似乎是因为大家都这样，所以也就这样了，连拒绝和反抗都没有就接受了。每天回到家里，躺在床上，莫名的空虚蔓延开来。内心有一个声音在嘶吼着，我不快乐，我不喜欢现在的生活。带着疲惫入睡，第二天起来生活还是如此，如此反复着。

對於某種無法改變的習性，我感到一種宿命的無奈。

p/s: 我希望我是上天堂的。。

几米还是让我很热血！

迷上几米是两年多前的事吧。。很当头棒喝的文字+很童真的插画=无与伦比。

他的文字有种能舒缓情绪的魔力，让人暂时逃离现实的残酷。

:)

起码，我是这么认为的。

首先来看看我在2009年与几米的第一次相遇吧。。

http://leerierevolution.blogspot.com/2009/05/i-love-jimmy.html

星空——是我认识几米的第一本书。

至于内容应该在2009年这一篇里头说过了。。

想说的是， 这本书最终被翻拍成了电影 ！！ XD

看完预告片整个让我超兴奋！超热血！

此外五月天所演唱的主题曲也让我很热血！
久违了童真。。  :)
那一年我们望向星空，那么多灿烂的梦。。
回忆，青春，梦想，何时悄悄陨落？

我常常一个人，走很长的路，
在起风的时候觉得自己像一片落叶。

如果当我觉得这世界浑浊不堪时。。

我也可以任性地再当个孩子吗？ 几米。。

有些人与事，我只想独享。。

介入了，是会变质的。

天很白_我很懒散。

天空是无云的白，我很懒散。

周休二日——睡了三天分量的觉。

总结_懒散的我想要让自己偷懒片刻，不到最后一分钟总缺乏动力的我。

时间一分一秒地过，

然而我想说的是_

时间可以改变多少？

当时后多傻多痛的事云淡风清后你会不禁想谢谢所有的曾经种种，原来让过去把你变得更你是一种说在嘴里多么潇洒的事。

可能日子久了你也渐渐遗忘原来自己的故事也曾经那么地铿锵有声，不过啊又有谁真正去在意陪你去缅怀过去， 我们的步伐总是太快然后去责怪沿途风景不够精彩。

我们每个人手头上应该还有一对傻事痛事伤心事，若依然是现在进行式就请你发挥得淋漓精致，我们都希望有一 两件酷事能在茶余饭后酒杯铿酒杯假装不在意地缓缓道出，就算是很久以后，就算是心依然痛。

 

evon t. _ :)

今日好消息——多了三天的假期。希望不是空欢喜一场。

前天，以很华丽的求婚姿势跌倒。。

今天，天白得很白。。

fly me away..

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
And the bullets catch in her teeth
Life goes on, it gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly
Every tear a waterfall
In the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes
In the night the stormy night away she'd fly

And dreams of
paradise...

-coldplay_paradise-

another night.. homesick kills..
not really active on all those social networks recently, nothing serious just busy on non-stop of workloads.. and don't feel like talking anymore..

again..fly me away.. 

song of today.. :) 

fly me away..

that moment when u realized u are meant to be or borned to be an ART LOVER... :)

igonnaDREAMBIG !

비 !! ♥

the moment when u stuck in the rain_ and everywhere is jam jam jam~ lovely mood in my car~~ :)

the sky is weird recently, it owes damnhot at the noontime and damncold at the nightime ... tats why i omos late for every day's classes, coz my bed is too tempting and cosy~~ :D

so about today~ visit the st.thomas high sch with douglas and sophia~in purpose of accompany douglas to take his cert of spm.. i shun say tis kind of mirror is everywhere in st.thomas which is pretty cool... how i wish my high sch hv it b4 ! >< girls love mirror !

shoe loved!! 

and lastly stay up late with her to do our works... late home coz of stucked by the 'super heavily rain' and now i am tired !

ps: wish for better and happier tomorrow~ ♥ 

all i wanna do is nonstoprunning !!

overloaded..

overloaded works_dreams_tiredness..

ineedsomeFEMALEPOWER!!

嘘～

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搁浅。

我找不到一个平衡点，

而矛盾点却让我摇摇晃晃 。

不想像个老人感慨什么。。

因为人生本来就是要显得坎坷才有看头。。

老套的回忆——无意却是有意地打开永远删不掉的照片。。然后自怨自艾。。

何必呢？

可是回忆也是一种复习的好习惯丫。

就好像今晚无意却是有意地无意中看到杨丞琳刚出专辑时的歌 。。还记得大约是在我初中一的时候吧，人生中买的第一张专辑就是她的，对于那时少女派的我可说是百听不厌。。

我还记得那时的偶尔的半夜还会学着MV里的她跳着芭蕾，噢～少女的幻想～ -。-

想说我快搁浅了，谁来把我拉回水里？
对了，我是人。

just a kiss.. :)

the song of today... :)

and this..

 juz so beautiful~
Paris...Eiffel tower...always be my dream.. :)

running from urself

and realizing there's no escape, it's sad...

take a breath and move on :)

sushi~~ sushi~~

take a short break and let myself go for relax a while tonite with douglas and ms.sophia~~ since she's complaining me for getting less to hang out with her~~ :D 

the last time i had my 'reli fine sushi' is around 7 to 8 years ago which is in KL~ -.-

i know i know~~ i know whatchawannasay~~-.- 

oiisiiiiii!!!!!!! 

sweet dream 2geter with sweetie~ :)

everytime we pass by hush puppies, we muz try tis shoe!!!

its juz so lovely but so freaking expensive :(

someone plz buy for me and ms.sophia~~

and there's a architecture exhibition~

and we're tryin to snap some awesome pic~~

but so PHAILED~~HAHAHA~~

new idea pop out~~TING* XD

and GUESS WHAT??

i met my oppa JANG GEUN SUK there!!!!!! >< teeehheeeee!!!!

plz slap me!!

EMONESS~~

coz movie plan failed~~ 

btw thx ms.sophia for buying me this~~since she knows i'm kpop lover and same goes to korea snacks~~ :) thankeww babe~~i'm so touch~~ i'm so much easy to get touched by little thing~~yea~~ give u a SUPER DAMN BIG LOUD MUAKSSSS~~ >3<

busy mood on~ hopecanhappyabit mood on! 

CIAO~~ :)

Break through,,

 feels like blogging.. mentally and physically feeling 'cold' recently~ :/

tis is what ms.sophia talking abt me today on fb~ -.-

she's complaining tat i am getting less and less to hang out with her n even a text message~

i'm so much busy lately...every single day..do i mention that i take 7 subjects on each sem b4??

yea...commonly uni student only take 4 or 5 subjects for maximum if no mistaken...but for design sch or i thk only limkokwing in malaysia did this to us~ -.-

can u imagine tat 7 subjects in one week?? can u imagine tat my lecturers said that our time management sucks?? can u imagine that we all sacrifice our sleeping time but yet we still receiving tis kind of comments?? i try to make things work fast but hey.. i still a poor human being ,kay~

whatever i wanna share some design work of mine ~:)

task_ design a food kiosk.

i dunno why the pic so effing blur..but u can juz click to enlarge it~

and GUESS WHAT??

tis piece of design was rejected by my lecturer~~

tis actually happenned for omos 3 weeks ago~ :/

at 1st, i was reli pissed off..and yea~~i cried -.- i am overstressed on everything..

i was like hating my lecturer and other panels..

coz this project is taking me around 3 weeks which need to go through site survey,development and etc~

actually my whole class got rejected not only me but the moment she telling that we need to redo the whole thing ~ i reli wanna #@$$^^^#$$&!! 

i've been going through this phase every sem, and at last i reli glad that i went through all these...

i know my lecturer did it purposely to us...the meaning behind it is taking off our EGO... 

yea...the sense of art and design can't be persistently sometimes..and for moving on , sometimes we need to admit that we are sucks then continue to move on..

SO YEA !! I AM SUCKS !!

AND HERE'S MY NEW DESIGN!! :D

and GUESS WHAT???

 i got RYAN HIGA in my model~~ XD

add more 'awesomeness' into my model~~TEEHEE!!! :D

in fact, i never get tired of design...i juz get tired of general people and stuff in my life now.. :(

i mean.....no..u dunno what i mean..

so kthxbye !!

i need to have a break through which i am trying it now... life still rocks on. 

those who like to deal in micrograms...I never haggle with anybody because of the weakness of them~

If all things shall pass why should I be of concern for today?

 

原来知己已不再。。

YESTERDAY,TODAY,FOREVER.

YESTERDAY_i was kinda emo..

TODAY_2.00am which is juz now

i watched a movie so called ''LOVE IN UNIVERSE'' (ps: it's my own translation)

3 pairs of couple in 3 different places , different situation, different love mood, different stories..

not gonna talk more abt the storyline.. u can check it out urself... this movie actually is the season 2 which the main idea of the story is exactly the same as the season 1~~

ok~~i wanna share the latest video of ryan higa~~hahaha~~i know i know~~i know its annoying~but here's my blog~~ juz feels like sharing~~

here's the video~ryan organized a new team so called ''YTF'' with kevjumba,victor king,JRA, Chester, D-trix and Andrew~~ guess what?? i know all of them well now~~ most of them are comedian, singer, dancer and even songwriter~~if u still dunno abt them ~~plz check out their official website_http://ytfglobal.com/

:)

hahahss~~promoting here~~~ coz i juz feels like all of them are truly awesome and talented!! 

less than 3~~ ciao~~~ <3
btw the little cute ryan is so CUTTTEEEEE!!! 

Dear u all.

say once sorry to urself,

and starting to love urself more. :)

kind of...plastic bag's feeling??

kay.. this actually inspired by katy perry's song_Firework long time ago..

but tis post actually nothing about her song..

juz as the lyric says, do u ever feel like a plastic bag drifting through the
wind, wanting to start again? 

and tis pic taken from more than a couple weeks ago..-.- 

which is the date i got inspired when i shooting on it..

kay..back to the point... the keyword i wanna mention on tis post...is kind of....ermmm...empty feeling..or some kind like homeless..hopeless,tiredness,sadness,weakness,useless,powerless, and etc~ -,- 

its hard to express what i feel now.. or mayb u guys can read btw the lines??

its like the tinniest thing can make me link to every single little freaking small thing in the past..

its like why people can change like tis way...

juz so freaking out of my expected..

oukay...i try to mention it more obvious..

wat i mean is the social network juz get me sad sometimes...is it a good thing to know less abt the truth or the true sentences??  something happened secretly without u knowing long time ago...and all in a sudden when u accidentally spotted it...it was like a strong wind juz passed by ur heart.. my description is weird but i juz telling how's my feeling exactly..i realized those FAKENESS in the past..and feeling sad.. like those moments u treasured a lot but once u realized the truth behind it..its kind of disappointing... i dun even want to blame anywho,, coz i knw everything happened for a reason..

i actually hate to say this but seriously juz let me say once..i get sad coz no one around me knw what am i thinking abt even the closet fren... hey! poor leerie~ everyone used to be like this man~ -.-

so i will suck it all up start from now.. i try reli hard to cheers myself everyday every moment..

the best quotes i saw today from one of my fren_买什么东西都要本钱, 可是, 我笑是不用本钱的.

i know u gonna watch tis post..and thanks for reading my blog...i reli appreciate it..

oukay! share something happy to u guys~~
GUESS WHAT???????

kevjumba having the same camie as mine !!!!!!! XD i knw its no point for happpy but i'm juz so excited~~ lalala~~

closer look~~ i am such a jerk to screenshot it~~-.- whatever~~lalala~~ XD

see how addictive i am??? browsing ryan's videos all the way~~~ :) he juz way to cute and awesome~
especially his eyebrow's expression and smiling with his super shiny white teeth~~ XP
ciao~~ btw HAPPY OCTOBER TO EVERYONE~~ be good to me ~~oc~~to~~~pus!!! lol~~ -.-
i kinda miss tis nickname of me during my nooby sem 1~~juz kinda~
CIAO!!~~