REST IN PEACE....

MY BLOG DIED..

LEERIE WAS DIED..

TEMPORARY CLOSED...

OR MIGHT BE A LONG-TERM CLOSED..

THIS GONNA BE MY STORY ~~ XD

www.this-is-my-story.com/v/L48Z8NKKQX7V

i love OHANA~

I JUZ TRYING HARD TO HAVE SOME MADNESS

 k~thx GOD~

2day wasn't a MOODYGLOOMYDAY for me..

at 1st,

my work r praised by lecturer who is reli strict n owes with high demand~

and i did score a quiet high mark too~ :)

2nd,

did called mum after class to show off my mark to her like a little kid, and talked abt 2 hours..

with laugh n tears..

mum encourage me to keep moving on , btw dun push myself too stress..

i felt guilty to mum , always...feels like owe her a lot..

she owes worry abt every single family member..

actually she is stress..even more than me n others..

we never thk tat tis thingy might happens on us...

but we trust tat everything happens for a reason..mayb it's our fate from Lord..

she try to cheers...and me too

she try to pray...and me too

dear Lord...we really need u indeed..

anyway..i will try my part to defend my lovely ohana~

and here to all readers...do think on others feeling while u do something tats reli hurts..especially u done tis to those who reli precious n special...

babies..dun leave me alone..

recently me..

eat alone..

drive alone..

do assignment alone..

shopping alone..

walking alone..

laugh alone..

cry alone..

mad alone..

someone juz leave me alone by dumped me tons of bullshits..

someone juz dumped me after used me..

someone juz dumped me without a reason..

someone juz dumped me without explaining to those who misunderstanding me..

someone juz want to make fun on me then keep telling others how fun n silly i am..

someone juz keep on planning and poking me at the back..

ain't TIRED??

i need frenz...but seems like everyone r busy on their own love+life..

i need family...but.. it seems like gonna collapse soon...

everyone have their own business...

and i juz a NOBODY TO CARE..

again... it is not a emo post...

i am telling a TRUTH..that i reli facing now..

kthxbye..

p/s: i juz wan my PEACE and PIECES back...tats it !

someday..♥

someday i gonna take my camie far away from here...
awaiting. .♥

:)

2day is white valentine??? SO WHAT?? ==

not gonna to talk abt the white valentine... love is truely suck for me now~

but...btw..thx my sweetie for blessed me happy white valentine~

   dun even n ever have a proper valentine b4~too bad~too sad~ ==

been stayed in a terrible mood for whole day~

thx for my sweetie pie webcaming wif me~

i reli need to get a way out..

thou u didn't say much words to comfort me..but it is truely enuff for me with u silly LMAO facesss~~ XD

keep on using her macbook's special effects~~ =.=  lolz~

hello~i am little cubid~~ left side got one car , right side got one car , both of the cars crush my face , so my face look so CUBE like tis~~~hahahahahahahahsss~~XD

TIS ONE RELI LMAO !!!!!!! wakakakakakakakakkaakka~~XD

laugh till faint~~

hello~ i am Ms.Bald~~~~

dun blamed me for sharing these pixess as public~~wakakaka~

who ask u done tis in front on me~~XD

anyway~~thx to u~

remind me wats the most important....remind me need to be stronger...i reli dun wan to be a moody baby..but things juz keep on happens like tis...i have no way to run away...big cheers for me...and u... :)

i am not emo , i juz a little bit too sad..

where shun i start on tis post?

abt my past life ? clear all those misunderstanding from others?? personal fuxking problemSS??

my past life_juz let it go

misunderstanding_up to u

personal fuxking problem_fuxk off !!!

no one reli knows the real situation, so i wont blame u n what u ever done on me...

one word
_

HAPPY GO LUCKY !!!

cheers!!!!

add on: 2day go for church~ felt reli joyful & happy..thx Lord~i come back to u again.. hope tat i will keep on :)

after that go for blood donation with bro in church~

too bad~i failed with too low blood pressure+weight ~ 

nope~==

PLAN C STARTING_GAIN WEIGHT !!!

the truth is i reli reli get speechless about tis..

tell me God what am i gonna do..
i hope tat u reli can cure tis situation..
i juz want PEACE..
no more troublesome shitty stuffss...
ya..i am confuse.
ya..i am lost.
ya..i wont tell u wat i facing now
coz blog is the way i release my speechless feeling..
all i want is get the PEACE back right now for me..but it seems like everyting goes wrong n truely wrong...it shun't end like tis...plz.. :(

变质。。

 当想法变了质。。

 当友情变了质。。

当生活变了质。。

容许我保留剩下的自我。。

我需要这样的动力继续一个人的生活。。   

一半也可以完整。。

该放下的我已经放下了，该误解不该误解的人，就请你自便。

喜欢一个人开车时听这首歌～

back to impossible date..

i am touched while listening to tis song...for me..its a sad song..i juz cnt stop clicking the 'replay'

it's impossible for me to go back on tat time..to turn around & make it right..

taylor swift !!! U GOT ME !!!!

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time