Friday, June 18, 2010

RIGHT or WRONG ???

i'm down...

i'm down..

really upset now..


many people are scaring me..

is it really hard????

tell me , GOD???

what shun i do??

i'm helpless..

i'm ridiculous..

dad...mum...sorry

Thursday, June 17, 2010

HEY !! U !!! GO AWAY !!

yupppp....what i mean is _ LAZINESS & BOREDOM ~~ PLZ GO AWAY !!!!
non-stop of manga & drama since i com bac from kem plkn...
now ..what i wanna do  is __ i wanna do something r meaningful...
DRAWING !!! yup~~~omos 3 months didn't touch my drawing pad...
so i better start to do it b4 i go bac to my college again~~
possible or nt??? O.o

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

attention !!!!! Leerie is back from PLKN !!!


okie~~ i'm back...
ord one month didn't update my blog... =.=''
sorry 4 waiting so long~~ guys~
the pic above is my fake drawing ~~
ermmmm....too many thing in my mind wanna speak out ~~
i wanna confess ...b4 i go 2 plkn...i reli hate it...
but after go in...i thk i quiet enjoy it ~~except the HOT weather n the childish class there...=.=
mayb..inside there..i no nid 2 worry abt my real life so much...
FIRST N FOREMOST~~
let me introduce my schedule on my daily  life there~~
everyday...430am nid to wake up~ (but i'm the latest one , 515am baru wake up..XD)
after wake up...nid to do my duty..wash toilet..sweep the floor..lap the window...n bla bla bla~~~
615am...kumpul di padang kawad...do the exercise..like kawad kaki n keep jogging non-stop around the uphill~~ damn tired !!!
730am_breakfast   then 830am go to dewan kuliah for ''childish class''~~~till 1030am_ eating again~~~ 1230pm_lunch again~~~~  230pm_ different type of activities like kayak , firefox , kawad kaki , n so on...430pm_makan again......600pm_dinner~~~  830pm_taklimat  ~~~930pm_supper again....=.=''  in case of 6 meals a day~~ i ord gained 6kg after came out from kem~~~proud of me~~~
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NEXT, juz show off some pic here~~
 welcome to KEM JUNACO PARK~~wanna show off tis kem 2u all~~ here is the BIGGEST & 5 STARS CAMP in Malaysia~~ >3<
the way to DEWAN MAKAN..nice view in the evening~~  
canteen in our camp...nice view again..  
i hate tis way so much !!!  tis is the way back to our girl's dorm.... can u imagine tat everyday we nid 2 pose our body like ''MJ's 45 degree'' to reach our dorm !!!! & my legs feel like burning up everyday !! >0<
& here is my dorm
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& now let's talk some events in my camp 2u guys~~~
yup~~ tat's TRUE !!!!! i'm holding a REAL GUN in my hand !!! the gun's model is M16 ~~& i shooted 40++ REAL BULLETS due to my pro skill ~~~ wakakakakakak~~ i score 75% ~~ othou it's not a high mark ~~but at least i'm the highest one in my group~~   i'm so lucky to join this ''game'' coz i thk tat it's my only chance to hold a gun in my life ~~

 stand by to shoot !!!!
the targetsss !!!
my team~~
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second event~~  tis day is ''Pertandingan Kembara Halangan''  ~~ yup~~ actually i dun wan to participate it~~coz of my body health is not allowed to do so.... but juz in case of some ''stupid people & problem'' ..i'm forced  to do so =.=''
my number_42 ~~
  okie~~~see ~~tat's what i do in tis game~~~ such as monkey climb , tarzan swing, & much more like climb here climb there~~~ =.='' 
& finally ...ends up wif muddily~~~~ =.=''

& my group win the 1st prize on tis game !!!!! ^^
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 JOM !! LET'S CAMPING !!
1st time masuk hutan~~~    
cooking ! cooking !!
tat's what they cook & what i eat ~~ curry chicken+rice
camp ???  sure !!!
vebe & me ~~
trying to act like ''ham sam lou''~~
thx to leh mui_ ur food, ur crazyness wif me !! ><  ,& thx to kiew ling_ i won't 4get our ''overnight'' talk in my dorm , u r a good listener !!! ever !!!  & good luck to ur study in kuching !!
nice view !!!
cooking for dinner~~
night is coming ~~~~~scary scary night~~~~ 
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our performance !!!
two doggie !!!

the red jacket one ...his character is ''orang gila ''  ~~see his ''awesome'' dress-up ~~=.=''

guess~~guess~~guess~~where is me??
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Gawai festival !!!!  my 1st time again !!!!

x'mas got x'mas tree , gawai???   got gawai tree???
we all so crazy at tat night ~~ >0<   dancing non-stop !!!
pop dance in our kem __ poco-poco ~~
next day~~  go gawai at long house ~~ (actually not long enuff =.='')
i'm holding the flag of my company ~~ GO CHARLIE !!!
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okie~~ the pic below is for our banner competition....the theme is something abt one malaysia..
never think tat my life here still can get a bit related to design & drawing~~=.=''  ishhhh~~

my partner_stefenie~~ ( she got interested in my course interior design oso~~ )
final product~~
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pertandingan kawad kaki~~ i'm no joining tis...since i join it b4 in my secondary sch...so i knw it reli hard & waste of energy~~ =.=''

& here we are !!! finally~~graduation day !!!!

& some of my frenz & me hv ''tarian kipas'' show on tat day~~~ we done it well i think...coz we practise it till midnight b4~~  

then~~the touching time is coming ...

 sing the last song...
then we throw our beret !!! we're graduated !!!!
we all cried~~ but except me...hahass
tears non-stop one ~~T^T
see tis is the last day~~quick quick go take photo wif our ketua keseluruhan~~so leng zai & cute lah !!!hahass~~>3<  (he is a malay from KL , owes stand in front of us n give arahan to us , so i thk all the girls fall in luv wif his serious n cool face~~but juz for fun ya...)
& my cute ruru !!!
last night in kem.......let's rock it on !!!!
act stupiat ~~~ =.='' wakakakakak~~
the nightmare beginsssss........
see all the foods on the table.....
but....
look at this ....
we all playing the cake n drinksss !!!! all bcom crazy n crazy n crazy !!!!!!
tilll......
our dewan makan bcom like tis...
we all scolded by komandan...n nearly can't take our sijil & back home....
last night in kem...we all didn't sleep...we play for overnight !!! ><~~ so high !!!

till morning ~~it's time to go back home~~ :(
checking our luggage...
bye bye ~~my lovely guysss~~~
okie~~for reader ....r u tired???  hahahss~~it's a long post~~ i write tis post for 2 daysss......huuuu~~~so tired~~ since i come back till now...i realize tat i reli miss the life there...
REALITY...tat's wat i facing now...the reality include many thingssss ...can't say it out..sorry...
hope i will get use of my new life soon...GOD BLESS ME AGAIN...plz~~~
LEERIE ~~~ KEEP GOING ON !! i believe i can get ''u'' back !! my passion...