only hope..

只要记得。。

过了今天，就变成昨天的事。

过了两天，就是前天的事。

过了一年，就会忘记发生了什么事。

给我点时间。。原谅这样的自己。

给我点时间。。找回剩下的自己。

给我点时间。。找回起码那么一点燃烧过后的灰烬。

正式开学前，来个孔明灯，好不好？？

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.


  ‘only hope' by mandy moore~

:(

My day always goes really well until night time. That’s when my mood dies down and I feel like complete shit.
Why do I only feel like this at night?

算是这么过了吧。。

新年算是就这么过了吧。。

很无言。。

有太多太多的感觉不知如何说出口。。

该怎么说呢？

失落吗？？ 无奈吗？？

因为再过一天，就要回去追梦的地方。。

还是梦魇更为贴切？？

很多很多的感觉慢慢变淡了 。。

一年过了，还是老样子，牛角钻不停～

自怨自艾个不停～

一次又一次的振作，一次又一次的堕落～

一句话—还是很无言～

最近有种‘想当年’的感觉～也许是觉得今时不同往日了吧～

身边的人都在不断地改变～

觉得只有自己还在原地踏步～

总觉得这次回去是以‘一个人’的身份回去，

该是一个人吧。。因为我还是比较适合一个人。。

一个人耍自闭，一个人面对流言蜚语，一个人奋斗，一个人的梦想。。

DJ Leerie在此献上这首歌，来自房祖名 & 龔芝怡的‘最好的我’

很喜欢里面的几段歌词，

他們說颳風的時候
你總選擇要一個人顫抖
Guess You'll Never Know
Coz I'll Never Show
為了誰你不自由

Hey 好久不見 仲記得你鍾意聽
不如不見 記得以前和你分享我的擔心
煩惱還有我的驕傲
但現在我們之間卻變得越來越有禮貌

我知道當我離開世界的那一天
你一定會 流淚 在我的照片 前面
and I'll do the same
not coz I was your man
coz you have always been like my family to me
這不是秘密
但係你身邊又會有幾多人知
流過的淚 說過的話 仍在我心中
雖然已經失去你
以後如果在街上碰到你和你心愛的那個誰
唔好避 我會微笑 帶禮貌 的心來面對

nice to meet you, I'm very happy that I've met you in my life
謝謝你
in here, i wish you luck and health
hope to see u again
goodbye~

也许这就是我现在的心声～:)

THE REALITY

how's the difference btw the REALITY & DREAM??

the truth is the DREAM juz need ur imagination~

but the REALITY need ur $$ to feed it~

new sem gonna begin , it cost me a lots again~

i dun reli like to trouble my parents , especially at those fuxking unreasonable fees~

SO??

the main point on tis post is I NEED MONEY !!!!

i dun wan to be a MAMA GIRL or  PAPA GIRL anymore~

and honestly i reli dislike those who spend over on parents money,

what i mean is ''TOO OVER'' ~

it juz toooooo SUCKSS !!!

 and what i mean is u can spend on tuition fee and living expenses~but not ur outfit and extra accessories~~

whatever~~am i gonna have a part time job while studying???

i reli hope so , but dad n mum not allowed me to do so~~

=.=

but i reli wan to share their burden~since both of them are getting old ord~

i got many plans in my mind now, i reli need to start earn $$~

hope me will be succeed~ :)

all i wanna do in my coming life is_ buy what i like,wear out my sense,eat full to gain weight,do what i like,sing what i like,go where i like, date who i like ,the conclusion is LOVE MYSELF MORE !! :)

I promise that there will be a day, i gonna be a 'TOP' instead of juz a dreamer, someone completely out of touch with reality.”

Be brave, live ur dream....

The life I’m still trying to reach. The world that I desire, it can be won. It exists, Its real, Its possible and its mine.

I’m going to follow this advice. Night, lovelies =)

WAKE UP !! DREAMER !!!!

can someone tell me,how's my coming life gonna be????

i felt speechless all the time now~

i felt heartless all the time now~

i felt regret all the time now~

i felt sinful all the time now~

i juz a little bit not over it..

YES !!

tats me !!

SO WHAT ?!

My Dear Lord, plz lead me to the right path..

i reli need ur help to run away for those ''thingy''

i reli need some ''WAKE-UP'' !!!

OR SOME IMPULSE??

whatever~~gonna done my TO-DO-LIST tis few days b4 i back to my college life~

hope tat the coming life dun dissappointed me~~

nope~~can i juz stay at my PUFFY BED_my hometown?? life here reli simple & comfortable~~

life goes on..

dream goes on..

u reli need to WAKE UP!! leerie~

Hi~Bunny Year♥

i juz too lazy to blog abt my CNY post..

coz everyday are fully packed =w=

so gonna be a PIXIESS POST ~

k~let's start wif CNY EVE !

 officially step into a NEW YEAR_BUNNY YEAR!!!

my doggie was excited _ he has been with my family since i was primary 6~~XD

12am !! SHOW TIME !!!

FIRECRACKER IS A MUST !!!!

SKYLANTERN is a NEW TRY for me on tis year~~XD

those are wishes for my tang's family~
wish us have a LUCKY_HEALTHY_PEACE YEAR~~

dad was excited too !!!

outfit on DAY 1 CNY~♥

visiting with colleagues~

i love tis little cute~~><

lying at my legs~~

DAY 2 CNY_juz for tang's family!!!!

my little cute niece+nephew~

BIG notty devil ~ALVERN

SMALL noisy devil~AVRIL
she was destroying a small stool~=.=

DAY 3 CNY~ DAD+MUM 60 BIG DAY~~~♥

dad+mum wif their granddof+grandson~

simply ME ~

snatching to sing k~~=.= lolz~

sis~

see~~enjoy sing k to his dof~=.=

dad's eyes=.= alvern's screaming=.=

love tis~ :)

WE'RE TANG'S FAMILY~♥

DAY 4 CNY_ Buddy Day !!

having visiting wif my secondary matess~~
she is the one who influenced me.....
like acting mlm or saying WTF ! FU !!
=.= hahass~~
she is a BAD BABY
!!!!!!!! XD

she is my sweetie~~ owes caring n cute n HANDSOME too !!!! XD
she is a GOOD BABY !!!!!!!!!

everytime looking at baby reli making me FWAB !!!
means FUCKINGWANTABABY !! LOLZ~~=.=
he is gorgeous !!! RIGHT??

OK !! new year wish !!! bcome a MUMMY !!!! GO CHA GO CHA !!! =.=
lolz~~

okok~~tis post wasted me 1 hour to finish it~=.=
gonna sleep now~ ciao~~ciao~~
AGAIN~~HAPPY NEW YEAR~
and DAMN IT !! VALENTINE'S DAY!! XD

DEVIL SMILE~

1st~ HAPPY BUNNY YEAR  TO ALL OF U !!♥

not gonna post abt my CNY 1st~

but i gonna talk abt my baby C3 ~

its QWERTY keyboard, Wi-Fi and customisable home screen make messaging and social networking easy.

actually i am a BLACKBERRY LOVER~

but since i am a poor student

i choose for a affordable phone which is my baby C3~~^^ 

oh ya~it seems like a FAKE BLACKBERRY too~

and i like the keyboard~♥

and main reason_it is a Social Network Service enhanced smartphone that comes in as a simple, elegant and fun budget phone!!!

so here it is !!!

and GUESS WHAT??

it juz cost me RM400++

OMG!! SO CHEAP !!!!

and i juz get my lovely DEVIL CASE whic brought by my sis from KL !!

SO IN ♥ WITH IT !!!!＞＜

 FAKE BLACKBERRY+IPHONE 4

shit sista ! she juz get her iphone 4 !!! WTF !! ==

actually i wan a WHITE DEVIL CASE~

but it juz so hard to find !! sighss~

nvm~at least i still can hav a devil case for my baby C3~~XD 

recently addicted to use my baby C3 to on FB even i off the light for bedtime~=.=  

62 days was over.

TADAAAA~~~~
finally...finished my 2 months waitress+bartender+cashier's life~

it's reli make me overtired on tis 2 months...ermm...juz sometimes i thk~ =.=

anyway...stil thx a lot to all my colleagues ..i am happy to work with u guys...we had the funniest time 2geter....XD

especially her_aiko~thx to be with me for tis 2 months..u reli so caring to me~~♥
XD

i will miss U deeply !!!>< toasted bread !!!! my breakfast in every morning !!!!

and HOT MILK TEA TOOOOO !!!! ><

i miss him ~ COOL+SERIOUS chef !!
p/s: his cooking style reli damn fuxking COOL+FREESTYLE !!

i miss thoseee fooddssssssss~~T^T

i miss my CHAMWHORE TIME~~XD

and i owes ♥ the view from TERMINAL 5~~
and NOW..
i gonna say GOODBYE to those things...those people..and those places...those nicey customers or ''badfeeling'' customers =.=
p/s: thx to those customers who give me their namecards whic r related to my career's field on future~~thx alot~~u all make up my mind to try to be a TOP DESIGNER ~~^^

again~thx TERMINAL 5~u let me have a new view on my coming life~

thx and goodbye~♥