活了二十一年可爱早就弄丢了，这大概是四五岁吧，唯一觉得自己特可爱的时候。

并不想老掉牙似的说着小时候多好多单纯，虽然我真的很想。

怎么可爱的事老是回忆不起来，却总是回忆着可悲的事？

那自我到底是被噩梦吞噬了，还是被狼给啃了？

还是有一天就潇洒地说：走吧！暂时抛弃这世界一切要做该做必须做为别人为自己做的事，寻找自我去吧！

然后也许就带着那神奇宝贝一起启程吧！

幸运地话就找到了，再回来这世界看看，原来我活过的世界就是这样啊？

你说吧你说吧，这篇的结局我写不出来啊。。

然后我发现有人写到：

I believe you will find a better life somehow and feel better about yourself. The road may be harsh sometimes but you have to be strong and keep yourself awake. No pain can last forever. Good luck, mate :)

you could be happy.

给你给我给世界。晚安。

jobless but aint hopeless

I just feel like blogging coz i found no way out, maybe till now i still cant even differentiate whats wrong or right? my past was a failure, but i really try hard for not repeating the fault, am i still a problem? or am i look like a problem?

k..stick to the topic, the day was..my jobless day, lol, it's actually the last day of my half a year internship,so i did a mini celebration with my girls.Between this post gonna be so 'jumpy', coz imma compound three farewells at once..

she become more mature n mature, no more teenage girl look, i feel old~ T^T

very candid cozy look by chien the blur queen~

and more candids below,lol

okie, LES much.

and i dunno why, but girls just love mirror anywhere

and next here we go to_

TRAY CAFE~

love the whole ambience of it <3 div="">

WISHES :)

we were having fun with the free gift from kfc. U can do any doodles u want on the pad..

and time for writing some new year wishes~

ignore my lame wishes~lol

we plan to write on the higher part of the board where nobody can reach~lol

we all act like a drunk person that night, get HIGH like nobody's business, guess three of us too emo that night.

未来会更好～ :) 

see the ambience~let's go EMO BABIESS~lol

next farewell is about...

me and chien planned to do a handmade canvas to our lovely aunty aka chien's house owner.

we did this bcoz chien gonna leave soon.

i just did the writing part, LOL

chien did the painting part,LOL

i aint that PRO,sorry :(

trust me u will love aunty's house, mirror everywhere, i mean serious, its like every corner of the house. 

dah~ she is the aunty~~:) she is 70 plus years old. believe that? LOL

she is kind and friendly and yet very very thoughtful, u always can learn from every conversation with her.

and last my girls gathering~its like a farewell for me and celebrate the returning of chloe~ XD

gossip session

love the way that we blended together like crazy

<3 div="">

after through all these times, i feel like now is just a new start for me, so new year resolutions on next post maybe?

ineedtobehopefulineedtobehopefulineedtobehopefulineedtobehopefulineedtobehopefulineedtobehopeful!!

PEACE OUT~

i feel infinite.

just watched a movie that i can relate to most of it.I mean for the first time i feel like i can relate to three characters at once.
'We accept the love we think we deserve.', this is my fav line.

Not gonna mention what's the whole story about,coz i am here sharing some movie quotes like i always do.
'So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.'

'And there are people who forget what it's like to be 16 when they turn 17. I know these will all be stories someday. And our pictures will become old photographs. We'll all become somebody's mom or dad. But right now these moments are not stories. This is happening, I am here and I am looking at her. And she is so beautiful. I can see it. This one moment when you know you're not a sad story. You are alive, and you stand up and see the lights on the buildings and everything that makes you wonder. And you're listening to that song and that drive with the people you love most in this world. And in this moment I swear, we are infinite.'

and this scene is the best part!

“I just need to know that someone out there listens and understands…” :)