Dear fatty Santa Claus,

so obviously this gonna be a Christmas post, being lazy for few days till today i finally make up my mind to move my ass and sit down in front of the laptop and start typing! So doomsday joke is over, here we go to Christmas~

i bumped into sophia fat ass on shopping mall when i was hunting for Christmas present for friends, coincidentally both of us wearing pretty alike jeans outfit~lol~then we were like 'take pic! take pic!'
so about my Christmas eve is kinda normal, it goes like_ dinner at fren house->watching an outdated movie->then drink at a bar with fren
then the next day, i did a CHRISTMAS ESCAPE to countryside with frenz, it was awesomeeeee!! You know,  it ain't easy to work as a trainee designer , especially u need to face the laptop like 8 hours, my brain cells are killed bit by bit. I NEED SOME GREEN!!

so here we go to...WIND CAVE! CUTE BATS!

the feeling was like....dark,creepy,wet,hot,itchy,hold my breath carefully coz once u breathe u probably... gonna inhale a bunch of unknown flies! -.-

so next stop gonna be..as shown above..its another cave with a Buddha.

the feeling was like...how do they actually get the electric point to install the spotlight inside a cave?? O.O

random scene~~weeee~~ XD

big big padi field~~rolling rolling~

another cave which is FAIRY CAVE?
and the next stop_TASIK BIRU, i just knw about how creepy and horrible of this lake before i really visit here. Just some ghastly type of stories...the water like...REALLY BLUE OR GREENISH which u can see thru it.. ok..sucks description.

and this!!!!my very first time to Palm beach,Sematan :D

each of us rent a bicycle for a ride on this beautiful place~~

awwww~~see the viewww~~lovely~

okie! his name is JACKY! :D the kampung people is just so nice and friendly!

and here come to group pic, ha! steal the pics from my fren.
night is omos falling, i rush back to town for Christmas dinner, i was late,i cant manage to wash my smelly hair, i forget to bring Christmas gifts so i rush back to home again and take it, so.. i was really late for dinner, ha!

playing with her new toy!

stupid donkey

smelly me..lol..lesson for being late

we did a Christmas gift exchange session, okie..i should say this month is such a 'GIFT MONTH' , i got too many lovely giftssss~ XD happy kid mode*
once again, i wish all the peace and happiness to all my lovely one sincerely.. :)
peace out!

More than words.

LIKE SERIOUSLY,WHY U NEVER FAILS TO TOUCH ME?! AND SURPRISE ME?

I THINK WE SHOULD GET MARRIED BUT TOO BAD U ARE GIRL. LOL

u just make my life perfect before 2012 ends.

i heart u more than words.
between Kangarooland make u more kangaroo-ish huh?

something about tonight, like very first time to have a Christmas parade with my lovely girls in the town. Super tiring but happy and i feel blessed, it will be perfect if my stupid MC didn't come today! -.-

i really feel so blessed recently, i am a lucky girl. Thanks God. Wish all the happiness for every lovely one around me. :) 

and yup! my favourite band recently NEW HEIGHTS. :)
THEY REALLY SING WELL AND AWESOME!

i'm wide awake~

Cant believe Christmas is coming soon, cant believe 2012 is gonna end soon, cant believe me only updated 48 blog posts so far now in 2012, i know i must i should i will i gonna update more often on this month before doomsday really come on 21 December this year. Guess what? i am not that kind of superstition type but actually i just too scared to die alone without my family here on 21 Dec so i actually planned what should i wear and bring on that day, i even plan to buy BB gun to fight with ET or whatever outsider,and i planned to wear the red sweater which is the birthday gift from Sophia fat ass last year to keep myself warm since Malaysia maybe will experiences SUPER COLD WEATHER on that day, ok fine, enough with my stupid drama imagination, luckily NASA proved that doomsday is not gonna come so soon, i can sleep well now~Trust me, i really super worried about it before, i even dreamt of it till i cried and awake. -.- slap*

ok, enough crapping~
talking about i'm getting less to update my blog, i had inspired by the words from a blogger Joann's blog post which is about 'what's the purpose of blogging?', it's like i can feel her thoughts which is exactly same as mine, that's why i am here tonight to write this post.
The question starts with 'what's the point of me blogging?', well~this question seems like easy to me while i just started blogging, in reality maybe I'm not a talkative person(no~ I'm talkative to those closer fren), but deep inside my thoughts i still do have a lots wanna to speak out to the world,i mean like maybe someone gonna see it or not, or even a stranger from any corner of the world may see my post, it's a pleasure for me. Life's short, we should share what we wanna share right? It doesn't really matter if people want to read it or not right. It's my blog anyway. :) at least! yea! at least i know some of my fren still wanna see me keep blogging. that's enough~ :)
SO~So~sooo~~ i'm still tends to be a bit talkative tonight, lol
anyway~SO KEEP CALM AND BLOGGING! lml :)

背后灵。

我把它放在心里，我把它放在脑袋里，我把它放在身体里，有那么一天，我以为把它弄丢了，今晚照照镜子，才发现原来它一直都在我的肩膀上。总是在最乐观时跌进沮丧。
背后灵就是这么一个回事。我从没想过要众里寻它，但蓦然回首它却在灯火阑珊处。

我着实不知道自己在懒个什么劲儿，一个月没更新实在很不我，也许我只是懒得铺梗。
很多的梦想进行式，很多的烂鸟事，很多拖泥带水的事，就这样浮浮沉沉地过着 。
很多时候,心情是用力形容也无法形容的事。而最重要的是心情如何得以释放，释放的过程就好像一只他妈草枝摆的蚊子在你脸前得势地晃啊晃，最终被你‘啪’的一声收尸，那种痛快感是无与伦比的美丽。XD

我好想念堂堂，阳光与沙滩啊！

框。

你说你有你的框，我说我有我的框。

就这样你能体谅我的体谅，我也能体谅你的体谅。

只是一面每每早晨都会经过的墙，两年前是面艺术，一年前是面争吵，一年后是面回忆。

那时的你我他都已不再，我们也就好好过。
而我说框住你我的是什么？

Last.

so those emotional feelings making me blogging at this time..before they are gone..

coincidentally, i watched two videos about the 'last'.

spent a quality time with myself to watch a movie last night.

it's really being a long time to watch a really nice movie..by just crying alone, feeling alone, smiling alone.. sounds perv but i enjoyed much. :)

it's more than just a summer romance story..any of us aren't perfect..we make mistakes..we screwed up..but we forgive and move forward..the movie's script just awesome.

last but not least, my fav WongFu production latest short..

0.14 part_ sweet whispering :)

thou it's kinda epic at the end..the ending is like giving the boys an excuse for their past relationships..a sweet excuse~lol

by the way,just watch it and feel it..

hey..not to completely lose yourself in the present..

嗨。

其实很多的思绪如果我能将它转换成文字，这白纸应该会充满那密密麻麻的。 然而那欲言又止,我再度被那不踏实吞噬。我急迫地想找个出口，虽然总有那些温暖的心灵抚慰着我，我笑声更大了奢望这能掩饰些什么。我堆积着一个沙城堡像梦的一种美，却也明白只需几滴泪水它就会溶解，这不堪一击我很想坐视不理，心里却清楚我的唯一筹码就是固执。嗨，原来还有一个如此贴近我如此一般般心境的人儿。

i am dumbass. haha

Forgotten

memories kill.. just when he says, once i hold ur hand and I will never leave it for the rest of my life.

yea...once upon a time..
how true do u hold on to ur words?

'why we married?' , this is a good question, it's like..'why u like me at the very first time?'

just had a super busy and tiring week.. been driving to airport a bit too much last week..birthday events+presentation+be a 'non-local tour guide'+some random shits=finally i sick again! twice in just one week! lol~ i need some rest! mentally and physically..i feels like i am kind of superwoman recently..

anyway, pic of the week! be a stereotypical tourist!! always love the way she is...:) am i sounds 'les'? lol.. cant believe some friends are actually complaining that i am too 'les' sometimes, even my mum saying that i'm treating my girlsss too nice! did i? did i?? but i am STRAIGHT! come on boys! HAHAHA!
having extremely bad sore throat and heavy head right now! should off to7-11 now for some strepsils!!! gawwwrrr!!!
HAPPY SEPTEMBER!! peace out! ♥

21的成人礼。

恭喜我成精啦。
庆幸的是病恹恹的我还能笑着过完今年的生日。
不过一夜狂欢后的后遗症导致发炎症又回来啦。
今年身体太过虚弱，所以原本计划好的疯狂行动被迫取消，而且没有个朋友敢陪我玩这三八到极点的游戏，有时在想21的我为什么还他马的幼稚，干！难道吃着一顿每天都在吃的晚餐就这么渡过吗？这是我心里的呐喊，我的青春再不疯狂，我真他马的要升天了。
不过还好今年玩不到三八游戏，却还能听一场热血沸腾的梦想故事！！
我他马的兴奋到极点！
我他马的不是在飙脏话，只是兴奋时的‘马反应’。
算了～

首先的首先谢谢高氏家族的精心筹划

那里的大香肠跟pizza真他马的好吃到爆！非常幸运地当天没有客满～

原定计划是去江边放冲天炮，结果电影怎么那么长？干～那就买醉吧～
给高氏，看了你写的‘回忆录’，lol, 很有feel有feel~今天是你去袋鼠国满一个月的日子，还是会幻想你可能会像去年一样穿白纱衣半夜12点出现在我家大门吓我的邻居们～不过知道这是不可能的事～～好吧～我会不断不断不断不断不断提醒你我的成年礼物记得带回来，我希望收到的不是保育类动物～

再来，刚刚说的那场热血沸腾的梦想故事就是偶的九把刀老大啦！好巧不巧在我的生日当天来办讲座～我只能说我他马的好想捏他的脸，怎么那莫口爱啊！

半路穿插一段小插曲，某人假装不care我生日，结果在我听讲座的当儿用他那烂到有够烂到极点的招术把我骗出来，inti校门几个security圆滚滚地看着我们耍白烂～他们想把我搞哭，靠！问题是一点都不浪漫啊～所以我选了张看似哽咽的照片来满足你们吧～哈！

大婶，你的手臂还满意吗？XD

许愿永远是最尴尬的事

另一段小插曲是，因为没有打火机点蜡烛，某人就用了她的美色让security自愿奉上。

再来就是晚上的inti很美，可是不适合哀怨的七月大婶

再来就是因为我想拿到九把刀老大的签名所以这两个假粉丝被迫入场，如此如此这般这般地哀怨。

刀大说他年轻时的梦想是当漫画家所以勤练画人体线条，可是现在台湾著名作家弯弯却根本不屑画手指，她这种圆滑的线条竟然能大卖，真是太唬烂了！我听到后真他马地笑死了！

再来就是签书会啦～手里的那本书应该是在我高一的时候买的吧，那时喜欢刀大完全是受一个姓‘文’的同学影响～

老实说很想一把给他抱下去，可是算了，我就要求刀大写下21快乐在我的书上，结果经纪人大姐碎碎念，没想到刀大还是写了！ 感觉我的书一瞬间复活了～～～O.O （ps: 高氏，你的书我也帮你给刀大签了！:D)

我他马的很想把中间的那个假粉丝ps掉! 太碍眼了！

还给我装！给我装！

你是装什么害羞啦！！！

一封看似婚贴却满了脏话但又窝心还有点阴森的信。

还有今天难得来猫城的老友加BFF～谢谢你体谅我工作的辛苦买了很实用的礼物！:D

希望你的未来一切顺利！:)

谢谢以上的大家，好爱好爱你们！
九把刀说：
總有一天。
你會發現四周的人們都用一種歡欣鼓舞的語氣，去暗暗逼著你去做一些根本就不願意去碰的事。
很快，你會明白反抗完全就是多餘。
大人給它一個很漂亮的名詞，叫長大。

当然最后还要感谢我老豆老妈早在一个月前就给我的成人礼物，lol, 现在我是得什么奖吗？感谢词都来了！ 我生日最大就让我碎碎念吧～

最后的最后谢谢刀大的演讲，他很棒！他不是在贩卖着假梦想假热血，而是单纯的希望自己的存在能让这世界变得有一点不一样。所以柯景腾要继续幼稚下去啦！