emo=romance

juz wanna make a random post..

pic taken on few few~~weeks ago~

having fun playing shutter speed with frenz on tat night. :)

but recently i am getting emotional lately.. 

called mum 2day..and listened some REALLY TRUE WORDS from her..

but juz feels like so sad after listened it.. mum saids: friends are non-permanent, once they get married or shun say once all of us get married, we will no longer such close anymore..we all have our own family life, it's like..somebody is juz mean to be a pass-by in ur life.. dun try to stay him/her .coz if its mean to be urs, it will never stay away..

same goes as family part.. i cnt imagine how am i gonna live without my family... feels like crying..so sad :(

btw thanks to my lecturer..she motivated & inspired me a lot.i juz way too sensitive recently.. too stress? too frustrated?? too bored?? too busy?? idk~ luckily i still have ryan and kevin to entertain me everyday.. so far i am so addictive in their channel..

sometimes emotional can be some kind of romance..but dun overload it.. 

CHEEEERSSSS TO ME !!

TEEHEE!

''Does not know when to rest cause he is occupied doing what he is loving!''
best words tonight from one facebooker.. :)

GIRLS NEVER FART ! :D

 

i cnt stop myself from watching ryan higa and kevjumba's videos !

and tis TWO VIDEOS ! RYAN ! U REALLY GOT ME !!! XD

i keep myself smiling silly in front of the lappie! ASIAN BOY is juz so cute !

oppss~ and i'm not RACIST~ :D

and kevjumba ! u're COOL !

i'm so surprised they listened to kpop songs ! O.O

KBYE~ TEEHEE! XD

u're juz too awesome ! RYAN HIGA !! XD

kay..i know everyone know abt him,
POP YOUTUBER~~

now is omos 3am and i'm juz too bored and frustrated , 

non-stop clicking his old videos and new videos,

i juz wanna hv some laughter~~ XD

i'm so in love with his ''overreacting'' face's expression and his short hairstyle !

so freaking CUTE ! XD

oukay! i shun stop here and off to bed now~

ciao~~~
WAIT!

TIS OLD VIDEO RELI MAKE MY DAY ! :D I CNT STOP LAUGHING ... -.- 

 anyway~~ TEEHEEE !! XD 

LATEST UPDATE:
OH MY PWNED~~ NOW IS 6AM AND I AM STILL HERE WATCHING HIS VIDEO~

his short movie by wongfu production..

i thk i can juz start to do my work ~~ TEEHEEE~~XP

干物女。

我该庆幸有些事发生得太早还是过慢？

很想回家充充电。。
还有两个月吧。。
这里的生活习惯到没有自然。。自然到非常安静。。
本身觉得最近变得沉默寡言。。死活像个孤僻儿。。
‘最近有没有让你心动的人？’
今天朋友突如其来的一问，倒忽然觉得自己很可悲。。
原来我已经变成一个干物女了。。没有知觉，只爱投入设计，爱家人。
我很知足，也要知足。
:)

recently love, jj's voice reli calm me a lot when i get frustrated.. :)

你听说了吗？

　他以为她听不见，她以为他听不见。 ：）

这部电影看了三次，然而在第三次也就是今天才把他真正看完。

令人惊喜的结局 。。

很纯爱，很纯梦的电影。

接近两个钟的剧情，没有太多的对白，只有眼神的交流和互相的比划。

一部好电影需要懂得用画面讲故事。

电影的最后旁白：爱情跟梦想都是很奇妙的事情，不用听，不用说，也不用被翻译，就能感受到它。

你知道吧。。很多时候封闭其他的感官。。所感受的世界会很不一样。。而这将是我的新尝试。
接受失败，重新开始？ 不～～让我再赌气一阵子，我就会承认自己很烂的事实。

 

again.. i cnt stop listen to tis sad song..

an unrealistic mv which the storyline is quite common among the korea's songs but i still lovin it.. do listen it with headphone, it will surprise u :)

煎熬。

首先又是一首朋友介绍的好歌。

李佳薇—煎熬

老实说这是我第一次听她的歌～ （不要打偶，偶太忙，没时间发掘好声音=。=）

听了之后就不停浏览她之前在星光的演唱。。暂且不说她的铁肺高音。。只觉得她的声音很有穿透力。。整个很杀！听了网友的建议用耳机来听这首歌。。会更有震撼力。。

现在是REPLAY MODE~~ :D

怎么说呢？

失恋过的人都会对这首歌有共鸣吧。

看看youtube网友们的评论就懂我在说什么。。

感情逝去但回忆的煎熬是会像MV里那糜烂的虫时时刻刻啃食着你。

至于真正的MV就自己去搜寻吧。。是被禁播的哦～～XD

所以你们应该懂内容是怎样的了吧。。

唉～～总之就很撕心裂肺的感觉。。

最近的生活也很煎熬，说不完累，说不完倦，说不完的黑暗面，所以就不说了吧。。
也许你从来不知道你的一个动作就会毁了很多人未来的故事。。
但是，我想说你们可以克制了吧。
seriously i hope u can read this, like my fren said: u lead us to the heaven and suddenly pull us down to the hell, we are not scare of falling down, but do u ever knw tat we ord fallen b4 so many times, yea..u will never know...coz u never step in our shoes.. i knw tis is the process of learning but sorry to say that..tis time u really use the wrong method.. instead of correct us on last minute why dun juz correct us while we are still finding the right way..yea..u will juz leave us a word ''EGO''...u told us we need to change..yea..i thk so..all we need to change is to be stronger...but same goes to u..u need to change too..dun 4get u are going thru the process so called ''learning'' too... and i dun wanna shout at u...i still respect u.but one thing to tell u, never ask me again why u choose design? how's the way u love design? and dun try to compare both life.. i love design with no reason which can't use any single word or language to describe, i thk it's so fake to describe it.. maybe i still poor on design but it doesn't mean my love oso poor on it..i said all these with no anger and i juz telling the truth.. hate me or fail me it depends on who u are..
kthxbye..

TOUGH.

suffering omos 4 days of eyes infection~my eyes swollen like hell and looks terrible~ O.O my spec saved me from serious eyesbagdarkcircle&lookslikepunchedeye~lol~ -.-

luckily it get better now or else i will gonna looks so phailed and frugly on my coming presentation~phew~~

go for site measurement and drawing today~ life's tough recently~ :(

God plz stand by my side~ i need u the most now..

i realized tat i was holding on to something that didn't exist anymore..yea~nothing's permanent..so i shun juz smile and suck it up..

lastly, a song which recommended by fren~ and quite match my mood recently~ feels like wanna shout: damn damn damn! on some ppl～ -。- some BITCHY ppl~XD hahass~~jkjk~~

i need more sleep and stay away from lappie now to save my eyes~~no more radiation contact !! :( God bless..

因为梦想太多了，所以觉得很甜蜜。

:)

FREE HUGS ! ANYONE?

二十_在这半生不熟的年龄，以前认为一直想做却总觉得时机不对的事，现在不对的感觉已经慢慢地开始都变对时，我开始觉得这一刻，该是时候了。

:)

我很感谢我——活过的我。

oukayyyy!!!!

my last 20 birthday post !!

:)

do mention that i achieved one of my dream on my birthday night,

yea~if u follow my fb~ u will knw tat i did a crazy thing which i named it as ''FREE HUGS'' ~~

like i said..its always be the one of my teenage dream which is a memorable thing for my last 19 night... free hugs make world peace !!! ROCKSSS lml :D .

actually i did it which inspired from a taiwan girl who did it b4 too on her 21 birthday if not mistaken..

outfit of the night which i named is as 最后一夜的小狐狸 :D no idea why i named it like tis..hahass~~

credits to sophia babe..

super buddy supporter of the night !!!! sophia babe !!!weeeeeee~~~~ XP

and my cameraman_Douglas and Mr.lelong of the night~ thanksss!!!

and thanks to elva~~ :) weeeee~~~

so here we go for FREE HUGSSSS~~~SQUEEZEEEEE*`

so i juz gonna choose some of ''FREE HUG PIC'' since there's too many..-.-
yea...so far no one willing to hug me in case i try to convince them to hug me~~ kikikiki~~~
and some of them actually give me a face like ''WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH U?? O.O ''
nvm~~ no matter what i still put a face like ''COME ON !! GIVE ME A TRY !!''  :D
and so lucky that i met 2 birthday girls there who are august babies too as me~~~weeeee~~
so here is the pic~~

my 1st HUG*

1st birthday girl ~:)

1st foreigner* :)

big group~~

he's aaron gaga's type~~woooooo~~~ XD

i thk tis pic is taken while we are chasing two foreigners who at the opposite road...and we scream like hell there juz to ask them wait a minute..but in the end.. -.- nope~~they run away~

they are having birthday party for birthday girl~~

here come to second birthday girl~~

she's from Switzerland if not mistaken..

sweet little boy~~

and last hug off to 101_AARON GAGA CHIN!!! XP actually no hug him at all..i'm way too tired after finished my free hugs mission~~

and last supper at cafe ( forgot what name ord -.-)

played a so called ''poker fortune-telling'' game with douglas..

so lastly..if u wanna watch my FREE HUGS's video juz click HERE OR HERE..
or juz view on my facebook's album...and thanks to those for liking my video and photos...and some of them actually share my video too~~thankewww~~ XD 

HERE IS THE VIDEO~~:D

just give me a little try !

现在是很早安的心情。。

-。-

我还是很忙，忙到连自己都怀疑为什么我还能在这里‘吹水’。

忙到连自己都怀疑为什么我还能重新看2006年的‘宫’韩剧。

忙到离不开床的温暖。。

忙到重新开学的第一天竟然翘课。。这篇会打中文也是不想让教授看到吧-。-

忙到。。我现在到底是在忙什么？？咦？忘了。-。-

最近迷恋上曾经2006年所迷恋的～ :)

整个让我很摇滚精神！！很振奋啊！！

也稍微减轻了我的斗鸡眼症状。

没关系～～整个场面我HOLD住～～没在怕的啦！

:D

咦？

我好像忘了？

什么？

：/

算了。。我只是来乱的～

只是有那么一点点想念五年前的——来乱的。

有一天這些都會過去的。

刚看了蔡康永的博客。。意外看到了这篇。。觉得很受鼓舞。。

对呀。。

有一天
這些都會過去的
想到這結果
我就欣慰

再怎麼累死人的愛
再怎麼累死人的恨
都會過去

失眠
被冤枉
塞車
太窮了
都會過去

被輕蔑
被迫說謊
被迫承認自己改變不了什麼
或者
長得不好看
都會過去

而最终这个自己也会过去。。

谈谈最近的在干啥呗～

还是喜欢不断地东拍西拍。。:) 我不PRO也不想假PRO，只想静静地做自己喜欢做的事。

·想说，小侄女越来越可爱了。。偷拍她似乎成了我的习惯，病态到连坐在痰盂上大便的她都觉得可爱。。

在床上懒洋洋地完成未上色的半成品。

一个礼拜的假期。。忙着渡过最后的十九岁。。忙着画不完的设计图。。忙着看以前最爱的韩剧——宫。。忙着让自己好好地休息。。忙着让自己沉淀。。忙着说服自己不是斗鸡眼患者。

照样地。。我还是无聊地忙着。


你和我一樣 都說不清楚

是哪一天開始 我在你的地圖上 漸漸變成了 一個遙遠的國家。

love phobia..? maybe..

那些年,我们还能做什么?

状态,

漆黑的房间,

亮着的屏幕,

窗外的一场雨.

部落客最爱的忧郁状态.

你懂我的.
:)

想说几时才能看到这部电影?

想说九把刀的''那些年''很有共鸣.

那些年,哪些年呢?

国小的懵懂,初中的单纯,高中的叛逆? 还是上了大学后的不简单?

那些年, 我是不爱读书的小学生.

那些年, 中文写作好像是唯一被称赞的事.

那些年,为了坐板凳和小男学生吵架.

那些年,我和讨厌的小男学生老是被编排同座.

那些年,我用铅笔划分领土,彼此井水不犯河水.

那些年,永远没有正式的绝交.

那些年, 第一次非正式的被告白.

那些年,第一次的假装不赏脸,心里却暗爽着.

那些年,大家的分道扬镳.

那些年,我一直念着女校.

那些年,讨厌着三七分的短发.

那些年,讨厌着随时准备的发夹.

那些年,一直躲着纪律老师的抽查.

那些年,我们都有着禁断之恋的情结.

那些年,我们都友谊至上

.那些年,我决定发奋图强.

那些年,让梦想做贱自己.

那些年,叛逆的因子在作祟.

那些年,我们浪漫得天真.

那些年, 错得痛心.

那些年,假装的以为幸福我很了.

那些年, 觉悟很重要.

那些年,不是想摒弃,只是累了.

那些年, 家永远是甜蜜的负担.

那些年,我们有过那么一段的跌跌撞撞.

那些年,背叛好像是必需品.

那些年, 萧亚轩_最熟悉的陌生人在耳边回荡.

那些年,偶像剧不流行.

那些年,原来现实是这么回事.

这些年, 觉得自己看通很多事,却还是自恃甚高.

这些年, 小牛仔我真的很忙.

这些年,那些年的疯狂事该干一干了.

这些年, 再不打拼就肝硬化了.

这些年, 就让我继续跌跌撞撞地活一场,好让我有个想当年吧.

想说我很忙却闲得发慌, 想说你收了网却又布下天罗地网, 矛盾的是你.