旋转门。

candid shot by little devil .

像是在走着旋转门，以为终点就在眼前，原来只是在原地打转着。
发生的事情是挽回不了的事情。我知道的。

RE-FRESH.

FIRST, finally can pick up my camie again.

SECOND, finally done with my bloody presentation.

THIRD, finally my lovely TOMS shoes arrived after one month.

FOURTH, finally i can sleep well.

FIFTH, finally i can care for myself more.

SIXTH, finally some FRESH in my life back.

 they said: a nice shoe can take u to wherever u want to reach ! :D

SHY* :3

juz a simple stage design but i dunno why i am so effing stress on this time. mayb i take this design competition too seriously? Oops, no~ i didn't put any expectations on it.. i'm sucks when i get stress, i have seriously low self-esteem, so i have no idea why my lecturer praise me at the end that i actually try hard to find a reason to stand my design idea. When i was young, design is just a simply happy thing  to me, DESIGN FOR LIFE is my slogan with lml sign, but when it comes to school work, design is for tons of REASONS &NEEDS.

we all know the rules and regulation, but why the outcome always off track.

okok. NO MORE EMO. 

BE POSITIVE !!!! :D 

lml

peace out!

知足。

怎麼去擁有 一道彩虹 怎麼去擁抱 一夏天的風 天上的星星 笑地上的人 總是不能懂 不能知道足夠。。

现在的背景音乐是

紀家盈版的知足。

应该说一整天的背景音乐都是它。

关于昨晚的LADIES NIGHT， 两个以前一起在学业上共患难的姐妹终于回归啦，回忆是一种奇妙的魔法，但好像，我们之间都被命运玩够够，然而到最后我们都能潇洒地云淡风清地谈论着以前的那些经历，聊到餐厅打烊被店员三催四请出去，聊到四个人变三个人，三个人变两个人。

想你。爱你。谢谢你。 :)

妳知道的，我不会多说，多说那冠冕‘堂’皇的话， 呵呵～ 

我还在努力寻找生活的平衡点，所以原谅我的一次又一次的失信。

很多人在担心，很感恩，很知足，我会努力让身体变健康。

振作！振作！

你太猖狂。

连续几天赶作业到凌晨两三点，再拖着朦胧的倦眼开车回家，回家间接趴在沙发上， 心里像是一座尸横遍野的战场

我找不着一个平衡点。

对于离别不是毫无头绪，

明知自己是感性的人儿，所以试图在装傻着，

当装傻被理解为漠不关心时，事后的再多理由及‘真情流露’也显得像在马后炮。

我不想说大话, 说着以后一定会怎么样怎么样。

因为越是这样，上天越是会造化弄人。

现在的感受是真实的， 

忙碌也许是一个借口，

但是，我想要重申，现在的感受是‘真实’的！

每到周休二日，海似乎是我唯一的想念。

和妳踏过的那片海，

像是范玮琪唱过的，我们一個像夏天 一個像秋天， 卻總能把 冬天變成了春天

没有任何包袱，任何的压力。

我想要回那片宁静。

重复播着田馥甄 - 你太猖狂。。让它埋葬烦杂的思绪，你懂我的。。

Dream catcher+Beach days

obviously, this post is composed of 2 things tat i wan to share..

fren juz came here to visit me few days ago...and i bcom a tour guide..

asking a ''NON-LOCAL'' to bcom a tour guide , serious???  -.-

i am totally a noob when it come to 'road directions'.. 

but luckily i manage to bring her lepak around the whole town.. :D

this actually is the last day's schedule, souvenir shop is a MUST! maybe~~lol~ XD

p/s: I've been wearing this sneaker for 2 years but i still lovin it! thou it isn't a branded sneaker~~XP

meow~~~ :D

u can see my puffy eyes coz of sleepless night b4 that day~

and SUPER LUCKILY!!! i found the DREAM CATCHER in the souvenir shop that i wanted so badly for long time already!! 

i planned to DIY a dream catcher for myself actually but due to my time management sucks,  i cant even squeeze a 'little' time to do it... according to what Mr.Google told me...dream catcher supposed to catch the bad dream and make them go away~~and the hole in center is to let only good dreams through!

okie! this exactly is designed for me, i am having too many nightmares lately~lol ! :)

talking about my college trip on last weekend~

wake up super early in the second morning juz to see sunrise! :D 

my very 1st time on Retreat resort at Lundu~

didnt take much photos coz those games/activities make me super tiring to the max! 

i really love the atmosphere there, but sandflies there just spoiled the mood~ -.-

and lastly everyone of us were given a 'task' to write a letter to ourselves ... which means i wrote a letter to myself 3 years later~ and lecturer promised us to post the letter to us after 3 years... :) fun, right? 

thanks God,i am glad that i joined this event... :)

as usual, beach always can recall back the memories..

喵～

其实这几天处于低情绪，所以这个‘假天真’的笑容也不知是哪根筋不对。

该说是懒散还是用猫的脚步过生活呢？

我说我真的不喜欢那压力过分地对我，所以我只好说我用猫的脚步懒散地认真过生活。

好吧，还是作势地承诺自己从明天开始我不懒散了！

晚安！人得睡觉先才有体力不懒散吧！

当空气，

觉得自己像是空气被密封在空瓶里，别人看似无重量的流动，只有自己知道自己在窒息。

过于写实的心情照，连我自己也不懂该怎么办。。

只看着眼前的方向奔跑，很难吗？
我讨厌自怨自艾

终于，下雨了。。

when all that u've tried, leaves nothing but holes inside,

when the fate and dreams collide..

KONY 2012,Let's shine the world's power !!

it's sad after watching it, it's sad to hear what did Jacob said, a kid with no hope anymore, and rather choose to die and disappear in this world.. i can't explain more about how i feel but i think u will know how i feel after watching it...

And i can't explain more who the fuxk is JOSEPH KONY, 

u can search about him on google or whatsoever... in chinese name 约瑟夫.科尼

all i can tell is_ He is a mad leader of  a terrorist group called Lord's Resistance Army(LRA) at Uganda.

More than 30000 children have been kidnapped by him and trained to become his child soldiers, 

the children forced to kill their own parents just to get in the army, 

and forced to do anything which u can't even imagine..

THIS WAR MUST STOP!

it's sad when we heard about justice, we care, but we don't know what to do, but all i can do is just share it, and make JOSEPH KONY FAMOUS!! 

So, here come to your turn..

Let the children smile again! :)

一大早，硬是被学校拉去photoshoot, 一脸刚睡醒的脸外加浮肿的眼睛，多加几个自以为专业且指指点点的家伙，本该是荣幸又高兴的事情，却变成充满尴尬线条的阴暗场面。

话说别人拍我是绝对尴尬的事，然而自己拍自己确是绝对有feel的事。

今天，终于为自己钟爱黑白照找到完美的注解。

谢嫣薇在书上说——原来，黑与白，让再平常的事物都能透出寂寥。

原来，没有颜色所以让深度凝聚。

逞强，永远不是假装自己很好、无所谓，只是这是一种必要，当必要变成惯性时，只能说它已经深入根骨了。

我想变成一个有担当的人，让人能依靠的人。

您开心就已足够了。

 i was searching breaking dawn part 2 trailer on youtube, and i saw the superbest male cover of ' A THOUSAND YEARS' by Tanner Patrick, then i saw this___

the couple inside is the famous couple on Tumblr_Savannah and Jared.

can't believe they juz 15 years old..

but they're so SWEET !!! XD
btw Jared looks like JUSTIN BIEBER !!!! 0.0
k,fine~

it's a cold night~~ but lovin' it ! ciao~ :)

B级人生●我的梦想篇

它说，人生就像一场电影，如果你不经意错过了上半场，记得，下半场仍掌握在你手中。

很遗憾的，完整版只会在诗巫星际影院上映，SIBU PRODUCTION!! SO PROUD! 

身在异乡的我，只能看看trailer过过干瘾～

作为这位拥有开朗笑容的陌生人的忠实读者，很开心他朝着不同的方向发展。:)

重点是这部影片的意义吧。。除了梦想篇，其中还有婚姻篇，事业篇。

DREAM HIGH 2 说，我们是B级人生，想成为A级的，我们并非巅峰，但却想站在巅峰。何时能找到我心中的特别，然后呈现出来，趁忘掉心中剩下不多的梦想前，阳光能照到我身上吗？

好啦好啦，我就间接承认我是个B咖好了，也许是C咖，但还是要抱着小咖怀抱着伟大梦想似的老掉牙地说：总有一天，我会有属于自己的光芒！ 诸如此类的话～ -。-

四年一次的一天，二月里的最后一天，扛了去年一年份的功课回家，三楼上下来回跑，一箱接着一箱地扛，不是累而是虚脱。

四大箱的作品，房间快连走路的空隙都没了～

突然觉得自己的工作量惊人！容许我小小地佩服自己一下～XD

想说最近回到书香的生活，努力看看小说，我要文学气质啦！

大家要努力快乐，而患得患失的我也要努力拼景气，拼生活，拼学业，拼快乐！

:)

小屁孩回归梦想。

送了爸妈到机场。

老样子，恋家的小孩还是会一阵鼻酸。

边开车，边想着来到这个城市不知不觉也有一年半载了，可是这个城市还是很陌生， 也许是噩梦的回忆太多，也只能选择性地排斥它。

想着想着还是一阵鼻酸，努力地告诉自己追梦是幸福的，

也许是假期后遗症吧，除了感性还是感性，

我很幸福，是一个有爸爸疼有妈妈爱的小屁孩，

没有追梦，哪来的未来，没有未来，又怎能将这份幸福回报给父母？

感恩我的主，我没有面临重修的命运，

感恩我的主，赐给我很棒的爸妈，

感恩我的主，任性的我命还不错，

感恩我的主，让我认识了错误，

感恩我的主，让我还能坚持至此，

也希望有您的陪伴，我能一直一直坚持走这条难走的路。。

今晚很难熬。。电话联络簿来回按了几回，只能说能陪伴我的只有我的主吧。。

加油吧。。梦想人。。

HUGO

just watched a 'very' artistic movie, my bro laughed at me for watching such boring movie,

anyway~ for DREAMERS! pls go & watch it~ :)

it's a bit boring at the beginning seriously but trust me u will get inspired in the end..

this movie is some kind about the invention of dream.. About a little boy-Hugo, about a filmmaker who lost his dream. 

i'm so touched by what George(the filmmaker) said in the movie: 'If u ever wonder where ur dreams come from, just look around, this is where they're made.''

 i love the old style of filmmaking..nostalgia kills~ :)

and this is why i love Paris, France.. ♥

i feels like live in the clock tower, so i can view the Eiffel tower everyday, i am so diehard romantic!! XD

finished my 3 months job on today, experiences gained , feeling good, and feels like one step closer to my dream.  :)

i know 'HELLDAYS' coming soon, all i need is faith ,courage and patient.. God bless and i believe in you..

Goodnight, dreamers..  

样子。

想变成更好的自己，需要多少的舍弃而舍弃需要多大的勇气？我最近都在想着。

所以唯有等待时间，改变自己的样子。。

人都有自愈能力。放过自己，翻过成长日记中这沉重的一页，把那容易快乐的孩子给找回来。

And she will be loved..

not for her but for her papa and mama :)

video of the day~

this girl is love~:D 

有时明明知道这场恋爱已经完蛋定了，却还是不顾一切、用尽全力的、把它一路谈到尽头去，撞壁撞山到灰飞烟灭也不管。为什麽要这样？ 并不是因为心存侥倖、奢望会有什麽转机，而是隐约知道：如果错过了这次，人生就不会再有 完全燃烧的机会了。。。【康永-给未知恋人的爱情短信】

对美好的事物感恩很容易。然而，精彩的人生属于那些对挫折也心存感激的人。

越是幸福的时候，就觉得自己快要死掉。。

今晚病的不轻，头昏脑胀。我需要一片海来灌醒我。
我要乐观，晚安！

DRAGON YEAR 2012 :)

again, this post gonne be SUPERHUGELONG!

so just use photos telling about my cny on this year~

:)

KEEP CALM AND SCROLLING DOWN~

my DIY for this CNY~ :) red yarn lanterns!! spend 2 nights to make it and dry it~

TADAAA~~~final look~ :) mama feel so proud~~~weeee~~ super lovin it ! 

i start to love DIY recently~ it's really fun u can DO IT YOURSELF~ :)

My overtalkalot nephew_Zenv, he really talk a lot when he still 2 or 3 years old, compare to a normal kid, but now he is 4 years old~~time reli flies~

i love him much and now he's back to kl already.. :'(

he oso a poser !!! POSER!!!

the only reason i love cny is bcoz every single family member can get together~ which is the most wonderful thing in the world~ :)

another cutie niece~~ who is Zenv's sister~~

she always smilling~ :)

this one is nice but lose focus~alvern at the back trying to act shy and not willing to take the pic together~-,-

guess what?? he's wearing his daddy and mummy's shoe~~oh my kid~~~

IT'S 12a.m~~time for firecracker show~~ XD

i thk it's my hand above~-.- 

skylantern is a MUST for tang's family in every year~~XD

heart drawing phailed~-.- 

chor 1~ guess what are they doing??

-.- they love this annoying cat so much~~

ain't they're CUTEEEEEE???? 

here come to bai nian section~

with sis and bro~:)

chor 2~ alvern's 5 years old birthday ~~

again, time flies~~

the angry bird cake make everybody laugh like hell, coz it's look like 'frightened bird' more~~-,-

poker mahjong?

i never try gambling during cny~i'm poor~-.-

i feels like wanna jazz dance with this hat~XD

my cute baby aka xiao lao da aka alice ~

me smell nice~

group pic~~ love my girls~~

me gasta~~

we spend whole noon till night to bai nian, and this kid tired till juz sleep at people's sofa directly~ask for blanket somemore~~-.-

trying to kiss her baby cheek~~ >3<

having dinner at adeline's house~~homemade soup and pudding~~NICE!!! thanks aunty! 

and lastly group pic with monkey~~XD

so much tired now, off to bed~~BIG CIAO~ :) 

Happy Chap Goh Meh!