HELLO 20 ! HELLO TEENAGE DREAM !

thx for hippie top from sophia babe~~♥

kay kay~~ about my last 19 night... i thk it's the most meaningful birthday i ever meet on this 20 years..yea..i am officially 20 now...

since i celebrated my day for 2 days , i gonna make it into 2 posts~ :D

yea yea~~about the organizer ~this two reli quiet failed ~~ :D

i mean they try to give me surprise which not telling me they invited some of other fren to join~

othou i never think of other those gonna come and join my bday dinner but they awkward faces make me so so.....erm~~ no idea how to describe it.. -.-

hehe~

my cakie !!!!! :D

i reli cnt stand longer for their laughters !! CRAZYYYYYY !!!!especially the left one !!

my 'long time no seee' girlsss!!!♥

i miss her every funny move and talks in class :( 

my yoki&koyi !!! 

 i miss those laughter during our old times...

 lastly ~~group pic~~click on the pic~its a gif pic~XD

after birthday dinner~~rush to cinema for FINAL DESTINATION 5~~ my gosh !!!! i thk tis is reli a crazy thing~ all those bloody and yucky scenes~ yea~ i will never go to eyes laser and chinese massage anymore~ -.- and one of my frenz who is NEW on this  movie was screaming like hell at the cinema~
i mean tat kind of ''gayish screaming'' ~ -.- 

 yea~~on the way back home~~black out !!! BLACK OUT !! i reli hate it !! coz its reli scary especially after u watched final destination !!!

after put on my pyjamas~received a message who ask me to come out from home...i was like WTH..i dun have torchlight and i hv night blind -.-
after tat... i saw MISS SOPHIA KOH standing there with my birthday gift and actually she supposed to come back to kch on 1 sept !!! yea ~~ she cheated me and try to give me a BIG SURPRISE!!! HOW SWEET !!! XD
and she scared my malay neighbors too with her whole white outfit+long hair~~~hahahhass~~ LMAO!!!

me and her~~ :)

after the electric is back_ we chill at home for omos 2 hours~~

on the way to overnite at her house~~ coz she's not dare to drive at the midnight~~hehhe~~ XD

yeah ~Y

actually quiet lazy to type anymore~~hahass~~so thanks again here to my frenz!!!
BIG HUG* SQUEEZEEEEE*
 stay tuned for next post_ ''FREE HUGSSSSSS'' !!!
off to dinner then homework then SLEEEPPPP !!!
 bubyeeeee !!

想念是一种病。

想说很想念这个38 !  当兵时的好同志！

想说这个38几时回来？ 因为很久没有一起38了。

想说姐妹们你们在哪里？ 而你们的心又在哪里？

想说最近很想跳跳扇子舞～可能是因为最近的设计概念是关于它吧～～

想说很想念当年大伙儿一起出游的日子。。青春无边！

想说想念是一种病， 因为它牵连着太多的人事物。。藕断丝连。。纠缠不清。。剪不断理还乱～

想说我想念的还有太多太多，可是我的眼皮支撑不了千金重的睏意～

我们都怕痛。。

喜欢潘玮柏在这首歌里的体现·。。

似痛非痛的感觉。。

好吧。。分享上周六去他签唱会的感想～

感想一： 没买专辑只能人挤人～ ==

感想二： 脚踩到很够力的柠檬～==

感想三： 他跟电视上一样耶！！！很白！！ XD （很38～==）

感想四： 唱现场！hou diu ah~~~

爬到第二楼～挤挤挤～～==

三楼全满～可谓旋风的魅力～很好奇如果是李民浩来？？？？？ O.O

我会疯了吧！！

在人群的缝隙中。。==

只好看screen protector~~XD

嫌人太小？？回家用crop放大它～～XD

再次爬到第二楼～=。= 一切都是没有买专辑的命～～～～～～

好吧～来看看学长近距离拍摄的成果～～

本人已经过当事人的同意，所以没有任何侵犯版权的问题哦·～～XP

喜欢这张～fairy skin+ cute !!!

更多的照片请按DESMOND

:) 

btw he's so CUTE+SHY while broadcasting on MYFM~~~ ><

i am trying.

love this sky mood so much which taken from my bro's house..

actually i hv a lot to blog abt....since last week till now i thk.. but ends up too lazy+too busy..hehe

trying really hard on my life now..trying every single NEW thing for me..it's tough..but no matter how's the worst situation is..there's always..always..something to be thankful for...i do still appreciate my life now... i love sketching now..yea~wherever. :) my new hobby~ i love my baby camie~ i try to love anything i have now.. and i love my 4ever awesome family..dad+mum.. :) miss u all.. 

:)

little devil as model~~i think omos 2 years i didnt touch any portrait sketching?? -.- since i finish my SPM?? u can click here  & here to check out more of my lousy 1st time sketching~~XD

fast sketching on today at library~ ：）

the view~~ 

kay~~i really need to practice more & more & more ~ 

omos 4am now~forcing myself not to sleep coz i sleep too much on last 2 days... XD

anyway~CIAO CIAO~~

我。不完美。

我没有足够坚定的態度。

我会犯错。

我有时肝火旺盛。

我过度直率。

我自我中心不变。

我过度沉默却心里发狂。

我。。只是自尊心在作祟。

我。。只是谴责心在猖狂。

我。。
最大的悲哀不是壞人的囂張，而是好人的過度沈默。我沒能耐作好人​，又不夠資格做壞人；面對惡意，我無法反抗，只好選擇沈默，似乎​也成了這種大悲哀的共謀者。我明白，這又是我的另一個不美好 。。

所以我只能人如其名做个中立之人。

也许这才是我寻找已久的平衡点。

告诉自己不再软弱。。因为它是我要不得的东西。

u know what?

we all dunno who actually are for each other... coz in this world there's kind of thing called DRAMATIC.                                                                                

tired of ur girl-ish...tired of ur '4ver complaining'..tired of ur quotes...

PERVERT

 MEANS_

u really a fuxking PERVERT !!
LIAR
MEANS_
u really a fuxking LIAR !!
i dun a give a DAMN ~
i dun need whatever shit caring , stalking, pretending from pervert and liar ~

XD
UNSAFE MODE*
DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~

a 'never listening' ear, a never 'say properly' mouth, a 'never understanding' mind , a 'forever childish' heart... OMG !! i used to be tat young to knw tis kind of ppl??? O.o
thanks God to 'blings' my eyes... XD
ciao~~~

boy~ u are so LOVELY~~ :)

who is the lovely boy????

ISHANNN !!!! 

blurred???

yea~~i just finish watched another great bollywood movie~~another 3 hours gone but it worth~~ XD

so wat is it ????

 still remember him ?? i mean the hot guy ~~~ XD

 YOU MUST KNOW THIS BRILLIANT, AMAZING ACTOR, DIRECTOR AND PRODUCER!!!!!!

yea !!! he's the main character from 3 IDIOTS_RANCHO~~~

so SURPRISED to see him appeared in this movie~~he's way too awesome and hot too !!!! XD

about my 3 idiot movie post , u can check out this link http://leerierevolution.blogspot.com/2011/07/all-is-wellxd.html 

So about tis movie_ A 8 years old little boy who owes has a BAD result and his parents finally send him to a school which stricted by rules and regulation in order to make him working hard.....but the fact is he actually is a genius who good in art...he juz has difficulty on reading and writing...until the new art teacher who is ''RANCHO'' to discover the real problem behind his struggles in school.... the process of it is TOUCHING !!! OMG GOD!! BOLLYWOOD MOVIE  TEARS ME SO EASY !!!!! 

 this part is about the art teacher organized a drawing competition and Ishann  get the champion~~~TEARS~~

his drawing~~ :)

who says fish can't fly????

the most impressed script from this movie...

the world can be full of imagination and inspiration...there shun be someone doing the thing in their own way and break the rules and regulation which fixed by the law of world..,wat i mean is OUT OF BOX...there's pointless to take everything as granted... :)

rating of this movie 5 out of 5!!!!

check out this trailer~~

unknown ..

i knw something happened 

i knw something gonna happens

i felt useless...

yea..i am useless..

God..let time pass fast..

i am tiring of shits..

i used to ''CHANGES''..

but never been used to 'HURT'...

ppl come and gone..

 

 out of somewhere...juz let me SCREAMMMMMMMMMMM~~

i hate explaining SHIT !

seriously i dun give a DAMN on u ppl who keep on talking BULLSHIT in front of me..

but when i give u a POKER FACE..then u shun know i reli get pissed off.. SO PLZ BEHAVE URSELF !! CONTROL UR ''OVER-CHILDISH'' ! CONTROL UR MOUTH !

i hate to say FML...but u ppl make me feel tis way..if one of u are reading tis.. i dun mind u pictures urself at this post...its UP 2 U~
think wisely b4 u start crapping..
and there's no point for asking ppl why i get angry~ RIDICULOUS U !
being suffering internal & external dilemma which make me too tired to stay up anymore.

 

 OOPSSY~sorry for such RUDE~whatever i juz wanna release my mood~ : x

hope to get a BIG LIFE-CHANGING very very soon ! i hate here ! i hate the ppl here !

shoot u ~babe~

kay~juz a random post to show some pixiesss of my shooting skill ~~XD 

TOP ♥ of today..pity cattiess from my college..XD

senior try to act like Jay chou from Initial D~~lol~~XD

my baby devil C3~ p/s: i still love u babe~~ :( DUN WANNA CHANGE LAAAA!!!

 

lemon tea which only for RM 1~~~XD cheap right?

my love again_pattaya fried rice~~ FOCUS SHOOT~~ so it looks like so ''JUICY''~~><

kay..tis one is from last week STEAMBOAT NIGHT~~

LOMO feel~~~

so JAPAN-ISH !!!!

new year?? XP

my little devil_alvern~ EPIC !!

chiu~~~ >3< here come to LIPS GROSS PROMOTER~~

kay~~kinda random post~~so bubyeee~~~ ><

screw u ! lazy bug !!

 1st week of schooling_ totally a lazy bug keep on rolling and piggy at the bed~i need more sleep under rainy season~~XD breezy ~~woootss~

anyway..so far..still enjoying my class thou a bit moody without other mates..i'll be fine :)

kinda miss my frenz and family in hometown... 

btw...same fault repeated again yesterday which my atm card stuck inside the machine again~~i was reli like ' WTF MAN !!! AGAIN??!!!' but tis time reli calmer than 1st time..no more cry like a bitch~~hahass~ ppl shun get more mature as we grow up , rite?? XP

without the protection from papa & mama...i shun stop being a kid~~

miss the countryside outing with them..

:)

so stop being a lazy bug too..and wanna craving for good result eagerly !!!!!

shun i off to bed now?? or work 1st?? =.=

whatever~healthy comes 1st~~so bubyeeee~~(≧ロ≦) ~

lastly~enjoy the SUPER JUNIOR NEW RELEASED SONG_Mr.Simple ~~~K-pop ROCK !!! lml !!

bcoz i'm notty notty~~~ XD

when it comes to 8..

end of july..

a news ruins my day..

a call ruins my day..

an accident ruins my day..

when u gonna move on?

yea..u gonna move on when ur ♥ finally understand...

like they said...there's a point in life when u get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything,but it’s not giving up. It’s realizing that you don’t need certain people and their crap..yea..explaining makes worse..there's no one willing to step in my shoes..coz they juz live for themself not others.. 

Maybe it takes something that you used to want in your past to point out the goodness of what you have. Maybe we get bored with stuff because we put so much importance on things that are new and as soon as the novelty wears off, we forget just what we liked about it in the first place. Nothing can ever stay the same, so why do we expect it to? Instead, we should just enjoy it for what it is without ever taking it for granted.

As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down, will. You will have your heart broken more than once and it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt. You’ll fight with your best friend. You’ll blame your new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time’s passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much , and love like you’ve never been hurt. 

kay..fine..

hope tat my life still can be enjoyable when it comes to 8..

8 more hours to new sem..

8 more days to papa day..(p/s: i am so thankful to my papa and heart u..papa :)

27 more days to get one year old..

8 juz wanna meet smiley bitch..

 :)

ciao~

i tried

u didnt..

so?

你对不起了最初的自己了吗？

我还是喜欢中文的触感。。中文的细腻。。

凌晨1：30。。心里只有焦急。。

很多事还是放不下。。删不掉。。。甩不掉。。

不够洒脱。。不够潇洒。。

我的梦在哪里？？当初那个奋力呐喊梦想的人在哪了？

不断地回想。。不断地倒带。。。

这些日子自己到底干了些什么好事？？

什么事让自己惭愧。。。什么事又让自己矛盾？

人也许就是不断地堕落。。又再一次不断地寻回自己吧。。

当初的寻梦假小子郑宗莉。。碰壁了。。就回来吧。。

想对自己说：对不起。。让你堕落了。。

想对自己说“谢谢你。。让我经历了那么多事。。起码知道了这世界的皮毛。。

6°C 空间。。

人与人之间

或者该说人与不同人之间有着不一样的相处模式。。不一样的面貌。

之前听了蔡健雅的‘谁’ ，知道了所谓的‘六度分离理论’。。也就是说。。

你和任何一个陌生人之间所间隔的人不会超过五个，最多通过五个人你就能够认识任何一个陌生人。根据这个理论，你和世界上的任何一个人之间只隔着五个人，不管对方在哪个国家，属哪类人种，是哪种肤色。。很有意思吧。。 :) 这大概可理解为mutual friends吧。。。

简单来说。。我很喜欢韩星李民浩。。而我跟他之间只有六个人的距离。。 哈哈～～～～窃喜 ～

顿时觉得这个世界很渺渺～～很小小～～ XD

很喜欢蔡健雅的《若你碰到他》专辑中的介绍：

  地球上住著很多人，
有些人我们认识，有些人我们不认识，
『有几个共同朋友』 『要不要加為好友』
熟悉了，亲密了，
然后，等到爱情终结了，
双方又将回到…..陌生的初始状态。

如果就像六度分隔理论说的，
「我与世界上任何一个陌生人的中间距离不会超过六个人!」
真的是这样吗?

穿梭在人群中的你 我 他
没有人能预知，我们明天 还会遇见 谁。

这也就是所谓的六度空间吧。。 

最近有太多的无奈。。无尽的感触。。

也和老朋友聊了一下午的话题。。什么话题呢？

就是人们都觉得很老派的话题——缘分。

老友说缘分是一种很玄的东西。。有些人无论你怎么甩他就是会为你挽留，而有些人终究只会成为过客。。时机的交错。。有缘无分。。擦身而过。。这些都离不开缘吧。。相遇是缘。。分离是尽。。强求是悲。。缘是天命还是人定胜天？？ 人定胜天的后果你又承担得起吗？ 呵呵。。这些是老友的提词～ 老派但却很玄又很浪漫的话题。。。 :)

想说city hunter 快大结局了。。我不能再扮花痴了。。哈哈。。我承认我是不折不扣的韩迷 ！！

一切会回到原点吗？如果相遇只是偶遇巧遇只是擦身而过只是你向左我向右。。 如果永远没有如果。。

因为不知道会下一秒会碰到谁，所以人生才会吓死你～XD

I LOVE LIFE :)

LONG TIME NO SEE, SEE U HAPPY !! :) 

hahahss...learned from one tauke kopitiam today~~ 

so holidays gonna end soon~~ nightmare gonna back back BACK !!!!!

now is 235am~ gonna off to bed .. must treasure the rest of my holidayss and grab more time to sleep well~~ ：/

btw I LOVE APPLE I LOVE LIFE !! XD 

the ugly truth

Things i learn since i came here:

You can't always make things the way you want them to be, so just go with the flow. Be more happy-go-lucky.

Don't care too much and mind your own business. You just want to be friendly but sometimes people just don't give a damn.

Sometimes you care but the people around you don't. So just tolerate with the things you dislike around you. Sooner or later you'll be used to it too. or not.


reblog from Mr.Stranger :) thx...u reli motivated me a lot...