嘘～

回家约有一星期了。。

朴实感。。懒洋洋的惬意生活。。

最重要的是饭粒所触动的味蕾。。

久违的单纯。。久违的实在感。。

我。。想好好珍惜。。 ：）

现在的我只想安静地过生活。。平平凡凡。。没有心机。。没有冷嘲暗讽。。

回来的第二天～就跟这几个小瓜们去打打一点都不Q的壁球～ =.= (牛肉面吗？还Q叻～）

前晚被约去陪他们几个小鬼温书～ 试问这么暗是温个屁书？-.-

温书不成还吃起冰来～

永远长不大的孩子～隐形眼镜戴太多～eyes infection了吧～

在爱情里好好长大吧～孩子～XD

永远最窝心的孩子～

我很喜欢这个孩子，现在这种孩子应该不多了～哈哈

我梦想中的孩子应该就是他了吧～

乖巧又贴心～

想说重新跟回以前高中时代的死党们的感觉超超棒的！！ 还有很多好孩子还没介绍～期待吧～～ ：）

ALL IS WELL~~XD

just finish a 3 HOURS BOLLYWOOD MOVIE which keep recommended by many of my fren as ''MUST WATCH'' movie !!!!

after watched this movie..i was like..WHY AM I SO LATE IN WATCHING THIS MOVIEEEEEE????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my rate for this movie_10 out of 10 !!!!!!!

so..are u curious on it??

ya !!! my very 1st and top love indian movie !!!!!

3 IDIOTS !!!! XD

this movie really way toooooo awesomeeeeeeeeee !!!and extraordinary !!!!!!!!

the storyline, the script, the quotes, the dance, the musical scenes, just GREAT !!!!

this movie will surely  laugh ur lungs out and make u cry like a mad !!!!

the main character_RANCHO is so amazing !!

feels like tons of feeling on tis movie wanna BURST OUT coz i hv learned so many meaningful things from this movie :) 

so here come the QUOTES i loved the most in this movie 

TOP 1

ALL IS WELL !  from Rancho

the optimist who wont be worry under any situation even the worst situation.. juz touch ur heart and says : ALL IS WELL~~ :)

“However big the problem, tell your heart ‘all is well’ ” “Does it solve the problem?” “No, but you’ll have the courage to face it.” -The Three Idiots

TOP 2

FOLLOW EXCELLENCE..SUCESS WILL CHASE YOU..

and a nice phase from Farhan to Rancho_

“Today my respect for that idiot shot up. Most of us went to college just for a degree. No degree meant no plum job, no pretty wife, no credit card, no social status. But none of this mattered to him, he was in college for the joy of learning, he never cared if he was first or last. ”

we all miss the fun part of study... as for me...i am the student from science stream b4...i hate science...no i shun say i juz dislike it...its not my hobby and interest... i love design totally :)

so here come the Rancho says: “When your hobby becomes your profession, the passion becomes your profession.”

i love this scene when Farhan try to tell his father abt whats he actually want to be ....yeah~~with NO FEAR at all... :) 

“Never study to be successful. Study for self-efficiency.”

so just be what u wanna be...

this scene is abt one of the student from engineering..his work rejected by the professor..and he gonna face all the stress from his parents , future, and himself...finally he choose to suicide...he quit...

its juz too sad to see this...and it reflects back to my college life...yea...many of my coursemates quit too...same reason as the movie...

so here come to the Rancho's speaking abt his full view of education:

I believe students should be happy in classrooms rather than be stressed out. They should experience joy of learning something new.

and…

 Don’t chase success, chase excellence. Success will follow!

and me speaking: as long as u're happy, just quit and go and chase u real target ! :)

as long as it's what u want, WHY NOT??

so i think i gonna stop here...there's still have many nice super duper DAMN NICE QUOTES abt love, friendship, family and motivating part on this movie...

overall.. i laughed, cried and loved on this movie !!!!

so juz go and WATCH IT !!!! I AM SURE U WONT REGRET TO SPEND 3 HOURS TO WATCH THIS !!! 

ALL IZZ WELL !!! :)

storyteller..

finally...a tired heart back to her own place.. :)

so relax but still got many things need to busy on~ 

juz realize tat the half year was gone..

many stories was happened..tons of drama never ends plus shits of endless troubles..

life reli hits me hard and make me down..but thanks God...i still can get over it by myself :)

i feel proud of myself... leerie...good job !! :)

so.. abt the another half year...i gonna move on no matter how's it gonna be... coz i knw God will owes stand by my side~ 

off to bed with air-con~~hahahss~~XP

(wats point for air-con?? =.= lolz~~)

ciao~~everyone~ XD
oh yup~~b4 it..i love the scene of city hunter tonight...cnt wait for nex ep... :(

(click on the pic)
he hug her from the back and says dont go! tis is juz way too sweeeeeeett~~~♥ :)

the day b4 home sweet home :)

about the night b4 home sweet home~had a ''long time no see fun'' with machi~

we planned to wear same style of outfit_white tee+short pant+ old school spec~~XD

TAKE 2

TAKE 3~

TAKE 4

GUESS WHAT?

we juz go to the playground and viewing the departure of 5 airplane and swing there like a mad~~XD

and whispering our life there with wind breezing~ :)

next stop_ICE-CREAMING _McD at the airport XP

actually want to order chocotop but it out of stock !!!! SAD LAH !!! :(

so LES~~~~~~~man~~~~XD

at her house_ she is cooking supper for me~~~how sweet~~~~ ><

idk why...i am freaking hungry all the way when it comes to nightime~

=.=

tadaaaa~~~owes my love_mee goreng~~~ >3<

thx muachi~~~~

gonna off to bed now...or else i gonna miss my flight 2mr =__=

HOME!!!! here i come to u !!! XD

and i hope there's no more lame stalkersss in my life...

if u thk u knw me well juz bcoz u read my blog..then u r totally wrong..

bring ur jealousy and go away from my life if u fuxking dislike me but yet u still stalking my life. If u still do so, congraz to u ..coz u r juz another ''confused admirer'' but not hater~ :)

u deserve my middle finger seriously..at urself b4 u crit me !

我们都傻。

想说。我傻了。

想说。你还在傻着吗？

想说。傻瓜怎么了？

想说。世界怎么了？

想说。会有那么一天。。我会就那么退出网络世界吗？

想说。我要嘀咕到什么时候？

想说。家不远了。 ：）

想说。感觉不一样了。

想说。我只想努力挽回着。

想说。我还是会期待奇迹出现。

想说。。判我死刑前能不能告诉我犯了什么罪？

so about the FINAL ROUND?

HIGH HEEL IS KILLING ME RECENTLY...

so about my final presentation on today...overall juz so great :)

wake up by morning call from dad & mum in the morning~

and b4 heading to sch...

drink the so called ''essence of chicken'' from mum to make up my so called ''spirit''~~XD

and next~~~ GIRLS' LOVE_CHAMWHORING~~XD

and here come to my work~~~ :)

i am the unlucky one who shooted by panels for omos 1 hour =.= but the luck part is—— i would have fun and meaningful talk with panels...and lastly they said my design is quiet impressive~~ :)

2 months of hardwork...and finally it ends up perfectly for me...i am quiet satisfied with my present and my works ~ thanks to God... who always stand by my side :)

a pic on 2night... love the mirror effect so muchie~ XD

like u said... move on !! :)

if u ever come back..

i am tryin to move on & juz let thing maintain like this , but those pic and memories keep on pulling me back..
now playing The Script - If You Ever Come Back




as the lyric says..
And I wish you could give me the cold shoulder
And I wish you could still give me a hard time
And I wish I could still wish it was over
But even if wishing is a waste of time
Even if I never cross your mind

I'll leave the door on the latch
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on
And it will be just like you were never gone

u got the key , right?

no..i shun say...i never lock the door..

u can juz keep ur silent...and keep believing a twisted truth..but rmbr...we still waiting for u..

protected.

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

I know one man who'll never break my heart, and it's my Dad. ♥

I know one man who'll never break my heart, and it's my Dad. ♥

how sweet it is~

messaged dad today.. told him tat i love him, and he called me back~and he sounds so happy~~XD

it has been a long time... :)

dad ..i really love u.. thanks for ur everything...and sorry for something....one day..i gonna be ur proud..and i will owes be ur lovely daughter... :)

i am getting insane on tis song...tis drama... everything juz like my situation.. all in a sudden..something changed... those things tat u think it will never change but it does..it hurts u..breaks u..and left a deep scar..but it makes u bcom stronger..so..for those frenz who suffering it too...big smile to u..... JUST SMILE !! U DESERVE IT !! life's tough but instead of keep on spinning around at the same down point...why not just let urself clear then continue moving on??
telling this to myself too~~ :)
totally exhausted...ciao 1st~~ :) 

he just way too sweet.  

THANK U TOO~:)

我你們在尋尋覓覓什麼？XD

我還是想寫中文，

只想說。。最近在演連續劇，哪一齣？？

催淚韓劇？

浪漫日劇？

CSI?

有了攻擊者～

有了目擊者～

成就了我人生最轟轟烈烈的一齣戲～～XD

會不會落幕，誰跟誰永遠不曉得～

祝你好運～

祝我好運～

希望會以不會後悔的姿態落幕～

也許這篇文章會成為這齣戲的小插曲，我閉目觀其變～

XD

倒數13天，夢魘結束，凱旋歸來～

當辯解變得沒有意義，

那就是結束的時候了。

一個很諷刺的結局。

so..are u looking at me??

then i shun say ELLOOO~~~~~

a cup of jasmine green tea..

one slide of oreo cheese

and they make my sunday :) 

原來這才是真的你 習慣演戲 隨時在磨練演技
忘了什麼叫做真心 你想找誰合演對手戲
這是你的權利 就讓你自己決定

我希望這是我最後一次這麼說這麼放肆地大說..

我歸零了, 所以別再期望將來會改變我什麼..

這是最後一次了. :)

you are the apple of my eyes~ :)

i cnt believe i still hv time for blogging now ~ >< too bad ~ i like to blog with sudden feeling and inspiration~now doing my final presentation board~ sticking~sticking～ XD God bless me on tomoro's crit session.. panels plz be good to me~kay~~kay~back to the topic~ about this movie...i love the author so much who is 九把刀 from Taiwan.. no idea with his english name~=.=  i read his book b4 about the topic of the movie... abt a girl who chased by tons of boy~~ wooottss~~ o.O ~ so suffocating~
from trailer_she said_the most beautiful abt love is when it was still in the doubtful period... (yep~so true）
and she said_ life always has those moments which u being tried hard but at last u get nothing at all... :) （woots~another true~)
so??? what am i waiting for??? i wanna watch it after those shits finished !! hehe~
still have tons of ''TO-WATCH-LIST''
which is twilight season 4_breaking dawn~ (woots~~bella and edward gonna get married~~ O.o)
and i wanna watch BEASTLY lah !!!!!!!
gtg now !!! ciao~~~~

just remember it..we juz a human..we cnt please everyone ever..so just live ur own life.. :)

i promised myself will face it with no afraid.. i will face it..no matter how hurts it is.. :) so..comes and hits me ! LIFE ~
XD

& STAY TUNED !!

 

choco~choco~

falling down into choco's stream recently~~hahass.. idk why~ -.-

when my mind get stucked everytime, i juz open the fridge then ''crunch !! '' nom~nom~nom~~XD

hehe~~abt tis one...i omos buy it everyday b4 till it out of stock !!! i swear !! its true !! -.-

and CRISPY !! owes my love~ XD

and recently i prefer this !! since market are having promotion now~~so i owes buy big package of it ~

tsk~tsk~tsk~~too bad~~i hope i wont hv tooth decay -.-

but btw.. saw a interesting post by fren on fb..

When you are stressed you eat ice-cream, cake, and sweets. Why? Because stressed spelled backwards is desserts.

hahass~~so true man !! so here i come to u !! chocochoco!!! XD

over the summer..something changed

who do i turn to? when all of 'these and that' fails?
i am tired..there's a lot of shits happened..
family issues..life..stop hitting me..
at least...ya! at least give me some times to breathe meanwhile..
my hands and legs feels like jelly now.. too bad :(
ciao~

HUMAN?

 ya...we just a human, right? we did wrong, regret, learned, love, trust, lie, fooled, hate, sad, mad , happy...it's all about us..
thanks God...U works on us today... thankewww~~~ :)

May i say hello to u , June?

one more month to go... :) then i can just totally let go..

ELLOOO~~JUNE~~i wanna be a good good girl on tis month~so..just be awesome~JUNE~~ XD

of coz ..i will fight till the end...God bless me..i need u right here by my side..

and last...i shun say u never know what's the TRUE STORY...so just dun simply comment about me...but still wanna thanks to u... :)

ciao~~~~~~~

she's good...so i sincerely bless u...coz now i can totally let go everything.. :)

懂了

以前的我太過懵懂， 不懂歌詞在說什麼， 現在腦中忽然響起這旋律， 去youtube重新搜尋了這首歌， 一切就那麼—— 懂了。 ：）

u just nothing at all.

i just celebrating my LIFE everyday everywhere. :)

ello~~i'm back...reactivate my blog coz i realized tat it's reli unworthy to deactivate it jus bcoz of  some ''unworthy people'' .. yeah~ i shun mention it's ''SOME'' not exactly  ''THE ONE'' ...SO?? the conclusion is i cant end myself such pathetically !!

i still live my own, and my life is much more better without u ~TRULY~ :)

ya..i can officially step out from those effing moody thingy..

i know my mood is like roller coaster, and i dun reli know when it gonna start acting up again..

but once fallen, i wont let myself get down like that anymore..

i shun say... stupid twice, betrayed twice, and three shun never come anymore ! 

and FATE will find a way out...so just keep calm, right? 

i still have the only U_Lord~

:)

墮落。厭倦。一個背叛者。一群放棄者。
你。。在看我嗎？
笑吧。

我嗎？

我真的只想做個單純的好人。。

不做誰的誰誰誰。。

他們嘴裡的誰誰誰。。

你很累，我也很累。。

所以就結束吧。。

所以我就保持沉默吧。。

所以就一個人墜落吧。。

所以再一個人爬起來吧。。

所以就繼續撐下去吧。。

我嗎？

我喜歡開開玩笑，

讓你我的生活開朗起來。。

我一直都是這麼活過來的。。

我嗎？

我偶爾耍耍個人浪漫。。

我嗎？

我偶爾耍耍情緒。。

我嗎？

我偶爾罵罵髒話。。

我嗎？

我偶爾吶喊寂寞。。

我嗎？

我偶爾耍耍孤傲。。

我嗎？

我偶爾犯犯大錯。。

我嗎？

偶爾很想愛愛這樣不堪的自己。。

這樣的我 你們接不接受呢？

我嗎？
不停地爆破，不停地矛盾，不停地自愈，不停地再讓自己狠狠地摔個稀巴爛！
我嗎？ 我愛我嗎？ 你愛我嗎？ 主， 您還愛我嗎？

我嗎？

為什麼會變成這樣？

我嗎？

也許從某年某月某日的某幾秒某地點某感覺，

讓自己叛逆，讓自己不停地摔個稀巴爛，讓自己麻痺，讓自己完美地偽裝，讓自己不再是自己，
我嗎？
快窒息到連自己的影子都快看不見，
我嗎？
想灑脫點可是怎麼都夠不著，
我嗎？
我在這裡寫的是我嗎？

我該感謝你嗎？ 我該感謝我嗎？

我——鄭宗莉。

我——LEERIE TANG CHUNG LEE。

我只是這些嗎？

i'm sorry

i'm sorry if i wasn't interesting enough..so that u choose to run away from me , coz u get bored on me..

Sometimes I'm not sure what I want from you or what you want from me. Sometimes I think we are just as lost as we ever were, and we're not finding anything new, we just keep circling the same landmarks because we know what they look like and they are easy to spot on the map.

thanks to make me down. I'm officially collapsed now.  

keimedon!

BIG BURST !!!

kay..i'm seriously training myself not to care...

so dun pull me back to the dark hole again & again..

fuxk off !!!

ya !! i shun blame myself..coz i am the STARTER !!

and u just a GAMER !!!

shit leerie !! u just hurting urself over & over again !!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupiateverinthefuxkingworld!!!!

end of flirtationship..

recommended song recently from THE SCRIPT_'BREAKEVEN'

I love the 'Janice & Sonia' version more than The Script version, sounds lovely, soft and released...

The Scipt version just too ''happy'' to me.. =.= lolz.. i love sad song, coz i am emo queen.. 

i cnt stop singing 'i'm falling to piecessssss'~~~~~~

i enjoy most on its lyric, sounds so TRUEEEEEEE ever !!!

it's about one still in love while the other one's leaving..how sad~ :(

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even.

Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

i'm falling to pieces..while watching ur life..already changed without me.. :(

i am not clever but i am clever in my own way..

k..

there's always a question to me: why u study design? so wasted, man ! 

my papa & mama asked it b4..

bro & sis asked it too..

tons of frenz asked it too..

even my design lecturers asked it too..==

but i never asked it to myself..

i never thought that i am a clever girl..

a good result doesn't mean anything..

it just a prove that u're hardworking..

i am studied hard b4 that's why i got a good result..but it doesn't mean i am a genius or whatsoever..

i know it's wasted to give up so many good opportunities like scholarships or further study those thingy..i disappointed my parents.. may be..

but please... i seriously loving design now..

thou i am suffering a REALLY REALLY DOWN POINT of my life now.. but i think this might be a test from Lord..i hope i will be the survivor in the end.. :) 

being too dramatic recently..i should stop this kind of life bug now... :/ 

i try really hard to step out from the darkness slowly now..so someone dun pull me back again..plz..

i think my smiley face had lost about one month.. many frenz been scared by my really POKER FACE..== sorry about that...

my mood swing like roller coaster.... :(