out of LUCK?!!

seriously..i am out of luck badly recently..

i felt sorry to my family and my groupmate badly..

i brought a lot of troubless to them..

can i have my luck back??

Life is just toooo SUCK for me now !!!!!

everything that i have are dissappearing slowly..

i juz too scare to lose anymore..

all my precious one..

and now..

i am trying to be more independent..

dun too depends on others...no matter how lonely and helpless i am..coz..i dun wan to repeat the same fault...and hurt someone anymore..
CAN I??