Rewind,2012

I KNOW I KNOW~it's a bit too late to update this post, like SERIOUSLY. innocent face* Everytime i wanna update this i feel sleepy then ends up bang into my bed.
i found myself perfectly 'cute' in this pic! slap* so let it be the first pic! lol
2012 was a tough year, or..just a 'so so' year for me, not gonna mention how i suffer from some really bad lucks, some little monsters just bite me for no reason..ok..maybe there's a reason, everything happened for a reason..just wanna make a 'THANK YOU LIST' on this post..since it's a rewind post, so black & white photos?? :D
first place goes to PAPA TANG & MAMA TANG, my veryveryvery main supporters, endless loves to them~  :3

and my stupid sis as well! ok, i know i look mature than her, but in fact she is my elder sis.blah~

and my two little notty devils, thanks for waking me up with ur sharp voices everytime i fall asleep, so i can continue my bloody assignments.

thanks for boxes of assignments which make me who i am today~lol

thanks for my very first prize from KTS blah blah..design competition, thou i am kinda blur on my final design.. it's still an encouragement for me :)

and thanks to designer qian, coz i realize that 'formal modelling' just not my thing, HA! but i do enjoy it.

and thanks to sophia fat ass, more than words, u know it.. :) hope u got a soulmate in aussie~ngehehe~

and thanks..i got a blessed 21 birthday with my spp group. :)

coursemates aka spp

but seriously can i have another free hug event for my next birthday?? I MISS THOSE TIMES!!

and thanks to my sweetie aka high schoolmate for the gift, i sleep with haru haru everynight, so puffy  fluffy~~ :D

my sweetie pie aka spp leader, blah! nothing much to say, u should know it too. :)

dah~~ my forever blur and cute chien the king~lol! thanks for let me bully over & over again since 9 years ago~ XD

and thanks for my current internship, i tasted the stress of be a designer by dealing the real clients. blah~~

and lastly, BEACH! thanks for let me fall for u over and over again in 2012. miao~ MY STRESSFREE PLACE~
it's 2013 now, i still don't have a real feeling that it's 2013 now. Lol
but i just gonna move on! besides, my blog officially steps into 6th year!! tadaaaa~~ :D
seems like everybody are busy planning for their new year resolution, guess i gonna do it after chinese new year? lol , i still on lazy and holiday kind of mood.. WHY AM I SO LAZY LATELY?? GAWRRR! but i do have some planning actually, hope it works! :) no pain no gain, i will just go for anything,any stories that gonna happen in my coming life! God bless :)
still, wish u guys a HAPPY 2013 YEAR!

Dear fatty Santa Claus,

so obviously this gonna be a Christmas post, being lazy for few days till today i finally make up my mind to move my ass and sit down in front of the laptop and start typing! So doomsday joke is over, here we go to Christmas~

i bumped into sophia fat ass on shopping mall when i was hunting for Christmas present for friends, coincidentally both of us wearing pretty alike jeans outfit~lol~then we were like 'take pic! take pic!'
so about my Christmas eve is kinda normal, it goes like_ dinner at fren house->watching an outdated movie->then drink at a bar with fren
then the next day, i did a CHRISTMAS ESCAPE to countryside with frenz, it was awesomeeeee!! You know,  it ain't easy to work as a trainee designer , especially u need to face the laptop like 8 hours, my brain cells are killed bit by bit. I NEED SOME GREEN!!

so here we go to...WIND CAVE! CUTE BATS!

the feeling was like....dark,creepy,wet,hot,itchy,hold my breath carefully coz once u breathe u probably... gonna inhale a bunch of unknown flies! -.-

so next stop gonna be..as shown above..its another cave with a Buddha.

the feeling was like...how do they actually get the electric point to install the spotlight inside a cave?? O.O

random scene~~weeee~~ XD

big big padi field~~rolling rolling~

another cave which is FAIRY CAVE?
and the next stop_TASIK BIRU, i just knw about how creepy and horrible of this lake before i really visit here. Just some ghastly type of stories...the water like...REALLY BLUE OR GREENISH which u can see thru it.. ok..sucks description.

and this!!!!my very first time to Palm beach,Sematan :D

each of us rent a bicycle for a ride on this beautiful place~~

awwww~~see the viewww~~lovely~

okie! his name is JACKY! :D the kampung people is just so nice and friendly!

and here come to group pic, ha! steal the pics from my fren.
night is omos falling, i rush back to town for Christmas dinner, i was late,i cant manage to wash my smelly hair, i forget to bring Christmas gifts so i rush back to home again and take it, so.. i was really late for dinner, ha!

playing with her new toy!

stupid donkey

smelly me..lol..lesson for being late

we did a Christmas gift exchange session, okie..i should say this month is such a 'GIFT MONTH' , i got too many lovely giftssss~ XD happy kid mode*
once again, i wish all the peace and happiness to all my lovely one sincerely.. :)
peace out!

More than words.

LIKE SERIOUSLY,WHY U NEVER FAILS TO TOUCH ME?! AND SURPRISE ME?

I THINK WE SHOULD GET MARRIED BUT TOO BAD U ARE GIRL. LOL

u just make my life perfect before 2012 ends.

i heart u more than words.
between Kangarooland make u more kangaroo-ish huh?

something about tonight, like very first time to have a Christmas parade with my lovely girls in the town. Super tiring but happy and i feel blessed, it will be perfect if my stupid MC didn't come today! -.-

i really feel so blessed recently, i am a lucky girl. Thanks God. Wish all the happiness for every lovely one around me. :) 

and yup! my favourite band recently NEW HEIGHTS. :)
THEY REALLY SING WELL AND AWESOME!

i'm wide awake~

Cant believe Christmas is coming soon, cant believe 2012 is gonna end soon, cant believe me only updated 48 blog posts so far now in 2012, i know i must i should i will i gonna update more often on this month before doomsday really come on 21 December this year. Guess what? i am not that kind of superstition type but actually i just too scared to die alone without my family here on 21 Dec so i actually planned what should i wear and bring on that day, i even plan to buy BB gun to fight with ET or whatever outsider,and i planned to wear the red sweater which is the birthday gift from Sophia fat ass last year to keep myself warm since Malaysia maybe will experiences SUPER COLD WEATHER on that day, ok fine, enough with my stupid drama imagination, luckily NASA proved that doomsday is not gonna come so soon, i can sleep well now~Trust me, i really super worried about it before, i even dreamt of it till i cried and awake. -.- slap*

ok, enough crapping~
talking about i'm getting less to update my blog, i had inspired by the words from a blogger Joann's blog post which is about 'what's the purpose of blogging?', it's like i can feel her thoughts which is exactly same as mine, that's why i am here tonight to write this post.
The question starts with 'what's the point of me blogging?', well~this question seems like easy to me while i just started blogging, in reality maybe I'm not a talkative person(no~ I'm talkative to those closer fren), but deep inside my thoughts i still do have a lots wanna to speak out to the world,i mean like maybe someone gonna see it or not, or even a stranger from any corner of the world may see my post, it's a pleasure for me. Life's short, we should share what we wanna share right? It doesn't really matter if people want to read it or not right. It's my blog anyway. :) at least! yea! at least i know some of my fren still wanna see me keep blogging. that's enough~ :)
SO~So~sooo~~ i'm still tends to be a bit talkative tonight, lol
anyway~SO KEEP CALM AND BLOGGING! lml :)

背后灵。

我把它放在心里，我把它放在脑袋里，我把它放在身体里，有那么一天，我以为把它弄丢了，今晚照照镜子，才发现原来它一直都在我的肩膀上。总是在最乐观时跌进沮丧。
背后灵就是这么一个回事。我从没想过要众里寻它，但蓦然回首它却在灯火阑珊处。

我着实不知道自己在懒个什么劲儿，一个月没更新实在很不我，也许我只是懒得铺梗。
很多的梦想进行式，很多的烂鸟事，很多拖泥带水的事，就这样浮浮沉沉地过着 。
很多时候,心情是用力形容也无法形容的事。而最重要的是心情如何得以释放，释放的过程就好像一只他妈草枝摆的蚊子在你脸前得势地晃啊晃，最终被你‘啪’的一声收尸，那种痛快感是无与伦比的美丽。XD

我好想念堂堂，阳光与沙滩啊！

框。

你说你有你的框，我说我有我的框。

就这样你能体谅我的体谅，我也能体谅你的体谅。

只是一面每每早晨都会经过的墙，两年前是面艺术，一年前是面争吵，一年后是面回忆。

那时的你我他都已不再，我们也就好好过。
而我说框住你我的是什么？

Last.

so those emotional feelings making me blogging at this time..before they are gone..

coincidentally, i watched two videos about the 'last'.

spent a quality time with myself to watch a movie last night.

it's really being a long time to watch a really nice movie..by just crying alone, feeling alone, smiling alone.. sounds perv but i enjoyed much. :)

it's more than just a summer romance story..any of us aren't perfect..we make mistakes..we screwed up..but we forgive and move forward..the movie's script just awesome.

last but not least, my fav WongFu production latest short..

0.14 part_ sweet whispering :)

thou it's kinda epic at the end..the ending is like giving the boys an excuse for their past relationships..a sweet excuse~lol

by the way,just watch it and feel it..

hey..not to completely lose yourself in the present..

嗨。

其实很多的思绪如果我能将它转换成文字，这白纸应该会充满那密密麻麻的。 然而那欲言又止,我再度被那不踏实吞噬。我急迫地想找个出口，虽然总有那些温暖的心灵抚慰着我，我笑声更大了奢望这能掩饰些什么。我堆积着一个沙城堡像梦的一种美，却也明白只需几滴泪水它就会溶解，这不堪一击我很想坐视不理，心里却清楚我的唯一筹码就是固执。嗨，原来还有一个如此贴近我如此一般般心境的人儿。