You know what you want, you're just afraid to admit it because you're afraid of failing. Screw that. Screw your fear. You know what you want, which is a hell of a lot more than most other people. So don't be afraid or ashamed. Just go on and get it.

It's not a big deal. I've never been good enough for anyone, anything.

It's true when they say old habits are hard to break, but you'll always remain nothing but my most tempting mistake.

It's never going to end because it never really began, i just too stubborn to forget,but yea..without struggle there's not progress. 

I FEEL SICK

SO EMPTY

SO ORDINARY.

i am sick of keep avoiding all human contact, i am sick of keep remaining in the comfort of my own loneliness..EMO ATTACK*

stop!! i am too young to be this SAD.

i am fine,just..my emotions are all over the place, trust me, i feel bad on it too, i just cant control. :(

i just discovered a song, replay mode since last night..for me the lyric is more like a song from me to me, aww~ weird explanation* or should i say its from me to leerie? -..-

 i am not good as i want to be..

keep telling myself things can change,things can CHANGE!

i need to set free myself~FLYYY~~LOLL~ 

some said,to live, u must lose the fear of being wrong.

guess i just afraid of the failure, just like before, the old me.
reviewed some of my previous year's posts,
i found some of it sosososo immature, LOL, and even this post, T.T

miaoooo~~ crappingggg

ok, i am done

kthxbye.

Dear, blur queen.

okie, though i am blur enough, but she is the NUMBER ONE BLUR QUEEN, me?...consider number two la~

dah~celebrated her birthday, glad that she is happy that night :) 

i am glad that i have u in my life, who always tolerate with my bad temper sometimes.. :(  be there listen my stupid stories and watching me cry.. lol! 

i was kinda bad mood that night, so i just standing there watching them play around like a big kid !

always wanting to play this, but the timing just so wrong that night...blahh~whatever~

STRETCHING*

arghh, I feels like crapping more, I slept for a whole day, I am having insomnia right now,  I am now listening breaking dawn soundtrack which make me so...depressed..lol

its my fav song apart form A Thousand Years.. 

feel it..just feel it..

i wanna back to be cold..to be cruel..so may be some shits wont be able to happen again..blahhh..i should sleep now! ciao~

因為無能為力，所以順其自然。
不悲過去，非貪未來，心系當下，由此安詳。

Rewind,2012

I KNOW I KNOW~it's a bit too late to update this post, like SERIOUSLY. innocent face* Everytime i wanna update this i feel sleepy then ends up bang into my bed.
i found myself perfectly 'cute' in this pic! slap* so let it be the first pic! lol
2012 was a tough year, or..just a 'so so' year for me, not gonna mention how i suffer from some really bad lucks, some little monsters just bite me for no reason..ok..maybe there's a reason, everything happened for a reason..just wanna make a 'THANK YOU LIST' on this post..since it's a rewind post, so black & white photos?? :D
first place goes to PAPA TANG & MAMA TANG, my veryveryvery main supporters, endless loves to them~  :3

and my stupid sis as well! ok, i know i look mature than her, but in fact she is my elder sis.blah~

and my two little notty devils, thanks for waking me up with ur sharp voices everytime i fall asleep, so i can continue my bloody assignments.

thanks for boxes of assignments which make me who i am today~lol

thanks for my very first prize from KTS blah blah..design competition, thou i am kinda blur on my final design.. it's still an encouragement for me :)

and thanks to designer qian, coz i realize that 'formal modelling' just not my thing, HA! but i do enjoy it.

and thanks to sophia fat ass, more than words, u know it.. :) hope u got a soulmate in aussie~ngehehe~

and thanks..i got a blessed 21 birthday with my spp group. :)

coursemates aka spp

but seriously can i have another free hug event for my next birthday?? I MISS THOSE TIMES!!

and thanks to my sweetie aka high schoolmate for the gift, i sleep with haru haru everynight, so puffy  fluffy~~ :D

my sweetie pie aka spp leader, blah! nothing much to say, u should know it too. :)

dah~~ my forever blur and cute chien the king~lol! thanks for let me bully over & over again since 9 years ago~ XD

and thanks for my current internship, i tasted the stress of be a designer by dealing the real clients. blah~~

and lastly, BEACH! thanks for let me fall for u over and over again in 2012. miao~ MY STRESSFREE PLACE~
it's 2013 now, i still don't have a real feeling that it's 2013 now. Lol
but i just gonna move on! besides, my blog officially steps into 6th year!! tadaaaa~~ :D
seems like everybody are busy planning for their new year resolution, guess i gonna do it after chinese new year? lol , i still on lazy and holiday kind of mood.. WHY AM I SO LAZY LATELY?? GAWRRR! but i do have some planning actually, hope it works! :) no pain no gain, i will just go for anything,any stories that gonna happen in my coming life! God bless :)
still, wish u guys a HAPPY 2013 YEAR!