another au revoir.

gonna leave TERMINAL 5 soon...

CNY soon...

sch reopen soon..

busy soon..

sleepless night soon..

it's reli too BAD..

coz i gonna restart my life over & over again juz bcoz of my messy life b4..

life's tough..

BUT,

LIFE'S STILL GOES ON !

cafe cafe~

ya~tats right~~ having a chatime at CAFE CAFE wif my gossip girls who r my secondary mates~

 GOSSIP NON-STOP =.=

I like the design there SERIOUSLY~ LUXURY + ROMANTIC !!! XD

luv the foods there too~~NOPS~~NOPSS~~~><

my face looks so TENSION~~=.=

TAKE 1~

TAKE 2~

after our chatime~let's go riverside~~XD

DAMN IT !! there got many lovers !!

ENVY !!! =.=

sibu's riverside is awesome too~~but i thk the view at kch riverside still the BEST~coz i had funnest time at there~~XD

kthxbye~~

CIAO~

Because I want you to be happy, and I said  and promised, that I’d do whatever it is to make you happy.

Even if you had to leave me

Even if it meant that I wouldn’t talk to you

Saying that giving up is the worse thing you could do, and you did it.

Saying that you wouldn’t leave, which you did

Saying that I could turn to you for help, then turning your back on me when I needed it.

Yes, I mad.

Yes, I’m broken.

Yes, I’m fucking crazy

Yes, you made all of these things true to me

So tell me,is there something still left for me here?

1st post in 2011~

totally speechless of my life..

is it BORING?

NO~

is it FUNNY??

NO~

i am satisfied tat stay with my family now..

and i love my hometown_SIBU too..

but...my heart is EMPTY...& empty..

try hard to enjoy my life without those thing i lost b4...seems like the end of the world gonna come on 21 may 2011~so i gonna EAT,PRAY ,LOVE in my coming life !!! XD

Every year, i realize how stupid i was the year before..but..

abt the last day in 2010..i gonna  make a review of my life in 2010...

 yeah~ abt tis year...i can name it as my TURNING POINT 

as u know...i officially step into my college life...my design student life..

back to the point...lets talk abt the bad and good things that happened on tis year~

i did a good result on SPM which out of my expected ...

and GUESS WHAT?? coz of tis result...i forced by my parents to go for interview of maktab..i lied my dad..coz i did bad on interview whic i did it in purposely... XD  

but anyway...if i bcom a teacher... students might bcom mad wif me~~  >< 

ermmm....is it supposed to be a good thing for me???

so far....yeah ~~ it is~~

b4 going to national service..i owes thk tat its useless thing on malaysia..

i even blamed my country why shun hav tis stupid and lame programme..

coz it wasted my time even i nid to postpone my study...

i was like WTF ! TMD ! CB ! 

XD

but honestly...after participated tis programme..i realized its quiet meaningful to my life..

i knew a bunch of frenz from different states...

 different races...and i like them~~♥

 i had my very 1st camping experience whic overnight at forest...whic full of mosquitoes and horror stories... =.=''

and i had my 1st and i thk its last chance too tat hold a real rifle whic named M16.. and i did a quiet good shooting result too~~ XD

i knew her during my national service.. my superb sis who come from KL.. and i ♥ her too..mayb she has same characteristic wif me??? 

after finished my NS life...officially bcom a design student in limkokwing university...

 XD

ya ! started my dream !!!!

and started my sleepless nightssss~~ =.=''

but i still enjoy my college life wif bunch of coursemates....othou its quiet complicated on relationshipsss....XD

 i had two times of accidents on tis year...damn LUCKY !! XD
 truely a NIGHTMARE for me...till now..

so far.. i going thru so many presentationss...no bad...train my social skill on future~~ XD

 1st time wearing fuxking high heel to present...and formal dress too~ =.=''

i knw tis pic quiet messy n ugly...ya...its during my final ... experienced omos 2 weeks didnt sleep well....overnight at sch...rush for final stuffss....bla~~bla~~bla~~feels like wanna fragile on tat time...

done by my group....PROUD~~XD ahahass~~

and finally we all did well on our final presentation ~ thx God~~

and i am happy to have 3 of them in my study life...^^

had a celebration after our final~ bad n good...
so far..i finished my semester 1....feels released....XD
SO...wat changes on me on tis year???
1.

i loving it !!! my BIG BIG SPEC !!! XD
othou some say its damn old school~~
2.

i ♥ BEACH more n more!!
3.

i hav a nickname_OCTOPUS whic inspired from tis pic~XD
4.

i ♥ library more n more~~XD

what i APPRECIATE the most on this year_

1.

i ♥ my car more n more whic bring me go to the places tat i wan when i am down..

2.

and last i appreciate..those who loved me b4...othou i been losing those ♥...but still it makes me grow up...

3.

 i feels lucky to have my job now...and feels lucky to meet a nice manager...othou sometimes he quiet serious~~

  

and lastly i gonna plan some wishes on new 2011_ got PLAN A , PLAN B , PLAN C !!!!! XD

wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

♥

Every year, i realize how stupid i was the year before..but..i still loving it !!thx for spinning my head to let me bcom mature! thx for those faults i made ! coz it let me know tat how the feeling on regret~

The sweetest part in life is to carry the memories in it, but the toughest part is to say goodbye to the person who is behind all those memories..

P/S: waiting is juz another beginning...

its FAMILY DAY !

yoyo～～gonna blog abt last sunday's event_ my FAMILY DAY~~hehe

had a dinner with dad, mum and little bro at TERMINAL FIVE ~ ><

since i no having a meal wif them for so long time and i owe my parents a lot ... :(

no taking many pixxxess~~they are shy~~ XP

anyway~they enjoyed the meal~~

 teehehee~~my lovely dessert~~ yum~~yummmm~~~♥

 

 taken by dad~~ MERRY XMAS !!!!  hahahsss

next stop_ FOOD FESTIVAL !!!!

spoiled my mood !! coz its RAINING !!!! :(

nope~ go home !!

and chamwhore wif little bro~~~ XD

lazy typing~~ =='' tats it~~ kthxbye~~