행복해?

Ain't it cute?

at least..ya..at least this can cheer me a while.  ♥

no...plz hit me with some rain..
next stop_Milan...
dream list getting long and long..

亲爱的偏执狂，其实你很悲伤。♫

如果超人會哭。

2.15am,冲了個不是很冷的冷水澡。當你，沖涼會哭，大便會哭，吃飯會哭，睡覺會哭，發呆會哭，看電視會哭，看鱷魚交配會哭（這誇張了），只能說每次的Final近了，整個人就敏感得像鬼一樣。很想找個人抱著大哭，然後像小孩子一樣被摸摸頭說沒事了沒事了，可是好像每個人都很忙著自己的人生所以就自己哭一哭算了。压力是源于对结果的恐惧和未知的变数，当你不顾结果，只做好现在的本分，心里的负担就释放了。可是啊可是有多少人能做到安於本分呢？只想說假面超人很累了，想快點回到自己的小星球。

這是我現在需要的避風港。

建筑學概論。

星期六。

很慵懶的早晨，看了這部光看其名以為是在說很有學術性的建築課題實為是部關於初戀與重逢的故事。一部在韓國賣座已達400萬的電影。

會選這部電影來看其實是為自己那懶散做功課的動力找些藉口，自認為自己在看電影的同時也可以上一堂建築課，畢竟自己是修讀相關的科系。好啦好啦，談情說愛的同時，裡面還是有些很學術性的課題嘛～

這電影讓我重新思考‘家’的定義。

人有百百種，需求有百百種。

在自己住的附近 进行一次旅行 平时漫不经心路过的胡同 道路 建筑 仔细地观察这些 拍下来当作记录 观察自己生活的地方 去爱它 理解它 这就是建筑学概论的开始——

在學術面，我認為建築的存在是有時間性的，有記憶性的，而這些時間與記憶最終都會成為Client潛伏性的需求，甚至他們自己也渾然未覺，所以往往Client的reject有時也是有道理的。

什麼鬼道理？XD

在情緒面，我個人認為在電影中，女主角畫出她未來夢想的家，最後是由男主角幫她打造出來，這是讓我覺的最為浪漫的～而且是面向济州岛海边的家，我的天！這是每個女人的夢想吧！XD 

看到了一個博客跟我有同樣的感想： 这个面朝大海，有浪花、鸥鸟和风帆的房子，有你儿时量身高的砖墙，有刻着你脚印的水池，有长满青草的屋顶；有你成长的印记，有我初恋的回忆，有我们共同逝去的青春——　　 就像电影海报上的那句话：我们都是谁的初恋。

:)

十五年前滿了遺憾的禮物。

十五年後，彌補的遺憾。

屋頂上的草坪。:)

我的天。浪漫死。

這窗戶！♥

導演說：“營造愛的過程和建造房屋的過程有很多相似之處。”

:)

好吧，動力回來了。

独行侠。

你说two is better than one。

我说我累到很安静。

该用怎样的对白，才能让表情显得不难过？

又奇怪又正常的我，只能傻傻地笑着。

有人说，世界变得复杂，是因为你变得复杂，你简单了，世界就变得简单。

不对不对，我说，你我他不在同一个频率里才让这世界变得矛盾，就好像我跟鬼的频率对上了就会‘见鬼啦～’的道理是一样的。

什么鬼解释？=3= 

今天，难得一个人在学校呆到忘了时间，出来时才发现天夜得有点小恐怖。随后，一个人的晚餐永远是孤单又尴尬的事。

今天，也很难得地买了小P来陪伴小B。NO MORE FOREVER ALONE.

总结是，对于这些月来亲朋戚友老爱问的那个问题。。

话说，我才20，有必要那么急吗？

套句刚看到的好句子：什么样的年龄就有什么样的美丽，不必装嫩不必扮熟。

所以我只想暂时做个淡淡的女子，为梦想而活。完毕！

SISMANCE DAY.

one word to define my life recently_BUSY!

yesterday was a sweet day.

did a sismance photoshoot for Yuki's BIGDAY! :)

did a little bit of shopping.

and thanks to Chloe for bringing me to service my car, or else i gonna half die on coming months... :D

so here we go to some SISMANCE pic~~~

birthday girl~

camera girl~

birthday girl again~

zombie girl with girls.

birthday girl trying to make some hair pattern on zombie girl~

the zombie girl with braid..

kk... some 'FINE & NORMAL PIC' from chloe's camie..

omos cried when i saw this pic, time flies... people change :(

chloe looks so cute here! 

SISMANCE FOR LIFE! lml XD

she is my friend, a true friend who will never betray me,a good listener,a good adviser,a good mama,I LOVE YOU MAMA!

 HAPPY MAMA DAY! :) wish all the good things come to u mama~

lastly, a song i replay non-stop on this weekend! 爱你爱你！to my family,sis and friends!! :D

喂。

再不疯狂，我们就老了。
曾经的18岁，原来是两年前的事了。
逃不开地球，就让我做个疯狂的地球人吧！

One day.

planned to watch this on last night, while buffering half way, i am asleep, then end up watching this early in the morning today.

A story of a man and a woman who always find their way back to each other. “We’re just friends” - thats what they’re always saying. But everyone knows they’re not, even Emma and Dex know it.

Some said it's a tragic love story, but I say..it is just simply what happen in real life.

fav part from the writer..

“What are you going to do with your life? In one way or another it seemed that people had been asking her this forever; teachers, her parents, friends at three in the morning, but the question had never seemed this pressing and still she was no nearer an answer… Live each day as if it’s your last, that was the conventional advice, but really, who had the energy for that? What if it rained or you felt a bit glandy? It just wasn’t practical. Better by far to be good and courageous and bold and to make difference. Not change the world exactly, but the bit around you. Cherish your friends, stay true to your principles, live passionately and fully and well. Experience new things. Love and be loved, if you ever get the chance.”

— David Nicholls, One Day

fav part from Emma..

''I am not lonely, i am alone.''

k..been watching too many tragic movies lately..no..i just..almost breathless with this cruel world..

微加幸福 。

背景音乐是—— 郁可唯的微加幸福 。

很喜欢它用温度的变化来体现感情旅途中的冷暖。

话说，每晚的我都想更新部落格，可是这两礼拜以来的疲劳轰炸，不是盖的。

首先，老友的生日说一说。

自制礼物盒不知是几百年前的事了。

假装自己不是自己的事情。

假装自己是她喜爱的严爵的事情。

P/S:谢谢她那帅气老弟为我伴奏。

我忘词，落拍，假正经。

为她唱她常唱的歌，不过看来，她不吃这套。

生日大餐，无言大餐。

闷热的晚上，逛街。

两姐妹。

假情侣。

那晚，天时地不利人不合。

想说的妳都懂。也听腻了吧。

长大快乐顾名思义是要妳为妳的成长而快乐。

最近看到的有趣问题——

如果某一天，你身上多了一个“恢复出厂设置”按钮，一按身体和记忆一切归零。 你会去按它吗？

把人生重新归零，再活一次，会比较好吗？

算了，这问题只有在快看不到自己的时侯跑来搅局。

无论如何，这肥皂剧的剧情永远都不会发生，那就不要多做这种假设性的问题了。

旋转门。

candid shot by little devil .

像是在走着旋转门，以为终点就在眼前，原来只是在原地打转着。
发生的事情是挽回不了的事情。我知道的。

RE-FRESH.

FIRST, finally can pick up my camie again.

SECOND, finally done with my bloody presentation.

THIRD, finally my lovely TOMS shoes arrived after one month.

FOURTH, finally i can sleep well.

FIFTH, finally i can care for myself more.

SIXTH, finally some FRESH in my life back.

 they said: a nice shoe can take u to wherever u want to reach ! :D

SHY* :3

juz a simple stage design but i dunno why i am so effing stress on this time. mayb i take this design competition too seriously? Oops, no~ i didn't put any expectations on it.. i'm sucks when i get stress, i have seriously low self-esteem, so i have no idea why my lecturer praise me at the end that i actually try hard to find a reason to stand my design idea. When i was young, design is just a simply happy thing  to me, DESIGN FOR LIFE is my slogan with lml sign, but when it comes to school work, design is for tons of REASONS &NEEDS.

we all know the rules and regulation, but why the outcome always off track.

okok. NO MORE EMO. 

BE POSITIVE !!!! :D 

lml

peace out!

知足。

怎麼去擁有 一道彩虹 怎麼去擁抱 一夏天的風 天上的星星 笑地上的人 總是不能懂 不能知道足夠。。

现在的背景音乐是

紀家盈版的知足。

应该说一整天的背景音乐都是它。

关于昨晚的LADIES NIGHT， 两个以前一起在学业上共患难的姐妹终于回归啦，回忆是一种奇妙的魔法，但好像，我们之间都被命运玩够够，然而到最后我们都能潇洒地云淡风清地谈论着以前的那些经历，聊到餐厅打烊被店员三催四请出去，聊到四个人变三个人，三个人变两个人。

想你。爱你。谢谢你。 :)

妳知道的，我不会多说，多说那冠冕‘堂’皇的话， 呵呵～ 

我还在努力寻找生活的平衡点，所以原谅我的一次又一次的失信。

很多人在担心，很感恩，很知足，我会努力让身体变健康。

振作！振作！

你太猖狂。

连续几天赶作业到凌晨两三点，再拖着朦胧的倦眼开车回家，回家间接趴在沙发上， 心里像是一座尸横遍野的战场

我找不着一个平衡点。

对于离别不是毫无头绪，

明知自己是感性的人儿，所以试图在装傻着，

当装傻被理解为漠不关心时，事后的再多理由及‘真情流露’也显得像在马后炮。

我不想说大话, 说着以后一定会怎么样怎么样。

因为越是这样，上天越是会造化弄人。

现在的感受是真实的， 

忙碌也许是一个借口，

但是，我想要重申，现在的感受是‘真实’的！

每到周休二日，海似乎是我唯一的想念。

和妳踏过的那片海，

像是范玮琪唱过的，我们一個像夏天 一個像秋天， 卻總能把 冬天變成了春天

没有任何包袱，任何的压力。

我想要回那片宁静。

重复播着田馥甄 - 你太猖狂。。让它埋葬烦杂的思绪，你懂我的。。

Dream catcher+Beach days

obviously, this post is composed of 2 things tat i wan to share..

fren juz came here to visit me few days ago...and i bcom a tour guide..

asking a ''NON-LOCAL'' to bcom a tour guide , serious???  -.-

i am totally a noob when it come to 'road directions'.. 

but luckily i manage to bring her lepak around the whole town.. :D

this actually is the last day's schedule, souvenir shop is a MUST! maybe~~lol~ XD

p/s: I've been wearing this sneaker for 2 years but i still lovin it! thou it isn't a branded sneaker~~XP

meow~~~ :D

u can see my puffy eyes coz of sleepless night b4 that day~

and SUPER LUCKILY!!! i found the DREAM CATCHER in the souvenir shop that i wanted so badly for long time already!! 

i planned to DIY a dream catcher for myself actually but due to my time management sucks,  i cant even squeeze a 'little' time to do it... according to what Mr.Google told me...dream catcher supposed to catch the bad dream and make them go away~~and the hole in center is to let only good dreams through!

okie! this exactly is designed for me, i am having too many nightmares lately~lol ! :)

talking about my college trip on last weekend~

wake up super early in the second morning juz to see sunrise! :D 

my very 1st time on Retreat resort at Lundu~

didnt take much photos coz those games/activities make me super tiring to the max! 

i really love the atmosphere there, but sandflies there just spoiled the mood~ -.-

and lastly everyone of us were given a 'task' to write a letter to ourselves ... which means i wrote a letter to myself 3 years later~ and lecturer promised us to post the letter to us after 3 years... :) fun, right? 

thanks God,i am glad that i joined this event... :)

as usual, beach always can recall back the memories..